well today i finally took the initiative of going to the doctor and saying... ok... what the fuck is wrong with me?! I cry daily for hours and hours. I'm tired as fuck. I feel like shit for no reason. I get violently mad over tiny things. etc etc etc... so now ive got smile pills... aka zoloft for depression. But what sucks is that I also have to ( Read more... )

well... i haven't posted in quite a while... i guess ive been busy...but wow lots has happened... but guess what im not goin to tell u about it... cuz well most i either dont want u to know or it just cant be put into words... but i really havent written any poetry in quite a while... but i duno im gona try to pull something real quick ( Read more... )

Don't worry... this isn't based on anything I'm doing or anything of the sort ( Read more... )

I'm waiting for that light ( Read more... )

Being dropped to a burning hell ( Read more... )

With the blow of the bullet ( Read more... )

Held back through a streak of anger ( Read more... )

Cut open my wrists ( Read more... )

I find insight, in the night ( Read more... )

There, ok, I did it again, made another cut. Yeah, and that last slice is what cut a smile across your plain face. The bloods pouring out like laughter from your mouth. The taste of sugar on your tongue is the burn of salt on my skin. You satisfied yet, or should I do it again? Its just a little deeper now, but ever so lightly, I'll dig the knife ( Read more... )