Downer                             You're alone
      Illogical                            You will never be happy again

You'll never amount to anything

Weak                        Retarded          Nobody likes you

You've lost                Ugly            Worthless

You shouldn't be feeling this way

You're losing it ( Read more... )

ARG!!!!

all i wanna do is scream my head off with bad words. but i know i shouldn't so i won't.

i....hate....being....a....girl....with a passion

it makes me retarded. and it gets me mad at myself so much. adfjsad!

it's weird. before, whenever i came home, i would always revert back to the person i used to be. this time, i'm reverting a little bit, but there's also somewhat of a battle between my old self and my new self going on. interesting ( Read more... )

RATIONALIZE!

LIZ IS COMING HOME ON SATURDAY!!! (at the latest ( Read more... )

i have calcium deficiency. either that or i jammed my nail. i cant decide which ( Read more... )

i'm going through poker withdrawal.
actually i'm going through a lot of withdrawal, not just poker.
but since poker's on my mind right now....

time to find a job...

it's weird being home. when i actually take a break from catching up with my tv shows =P, i realize that it's really hard. even though it doesnt seem hard because it's just like...whatever...on the surface. but when i look deep down inside. all i can say is....awww crap. haha. man...this week is going by so slowly....it's only tuesday. i really ( Read more... )

so. i got kicked out of college. again. and i'm okay with it. honestly. i've realized that God totally has a plan. and this totally fits. it sucks. but it fits ( Read more... )