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[babiephat]

i have cut him off completely now. I didn't know what else to do. I went over there wednesday and i didn't even see him for 2 minutes. HE had an attitude when i was on my way to his house... and than i went to meet him at his job and he w asn't there. he wouldn't pick up my calls, and he ignored me two hours later when i showed up in his house. I

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[mizzdimpz]

damn ma, you're strong as hell. he did do u kinda wrong dat day. if you can leave 3 yrs behind then i can so leave 7 months behind if i really wanted to. i hate lovin' him =[

[babiephat]

sup ;x
yeahs i mean i was only with him for two and a half but i was with these other two before him.. so egh. i mean i haven't been single for quite a while...
you can be strong too. I still love him, i always will, but i will not stress him at all.
<3

[suffering]

good luck with your gpa [they still call it that in college right? lol] i'm pretty sure you can reach beyond that level, but i guess it's always good to set a goal and perhaps exceed it. spain..i was gonna go there for college..lol, but now i dunno, but good luck if you get there ;p
as for him..hm..i think he made a big mistake..but watch, after he goes through his "trance" he'll be on your tail in no time. and you're right to not take him back, cause isn't it like strike 2 or 3 now? i mean like how long ago did you two get back together, few days? and already he does something like that. i think a lot of trust would've been lost through such actions. and he has to learn he can't do shit to others and expect them to be there for him when he wants them back. i'm glad you're staying strong and chillin' in the meantime..enjoy the rest of 2k3 before it surpasses your eyes ;o ohh..and you should call me someday ;p

-keL

[babiephat]

wow ma that post blew me away. but i guess you see everything sometimes.. you couldn't have said things better. thanx for the luck and i know i got alot of free time on my hands. i'm going to use it for the better tho. i'm going to get involved and study more. and be more organized. i need to for me and to do better in school. now i have nothing to hold me down and nothing to cloud up my mind when it comes to thoughts. thanx for everything and for always being there because you're one of the few that has ... love ya keL<3
send me your number.
amor_de_cuba@msn.com

[_thoughtsz]

mira mamita ..
i know i dont knw you or anything but i just have to put my 2 cents in it cuz i have passed thur it...
+ maybe my knownleage cOuld help u a little

mii 2 centsdont sweat it i went out wiit mii bebitOo 4 fOur 1/2 yearsz

[_thoughtsz]

Ooo bii the way u wnt tO be friendsz?

-bebita

[babiephat]

i know what you mean.. so that's good that happened. i mean.. you have to do you. after someone hurts you .. you can't expect to run to them and chase them when it was them that wants to be alone. I'm giving him what he wants in the long run. That's what i thought.. i thought that since we are sopposedly meant to be .. i should not let him get away.. Right now i am not sure if we are in fact meant to be... and if we are, i know he will come back to me sooner or later when he gets his life together and when he misses me that much just like yours came back to you. I am not going to stress it because if i keep on i will make myself go through too much. It's not going to work. He wants what he wants right now, and i want what i want. Which is, he wants his freedom, and i want my relationship. ya see? so if it's meant to be, i believe he'll be back.. i'm not going to hold my breath on it tho. ;x I can't be with someone that doesn't want to love me as i want to love him right now.. get me? thanx for your input tho .. ;]

[babiephat]

sure you're added. add me?

[fuckingina]

hi, hope you had a good thanksgiving and all that stuff

Gina

[hot_sexy_punkie]

good for you honey ;)

[People change from one way to the total opposite just overnight]
I totally agree. <3

[babiephat]

<333