so don broke up with me a few days ago... he found something out that missed him off. can't say i blame him but i wasn't expecting the reaction i got. i thought i was going to end up homeless. thank god tiff offered to let me stay with her if that happened. for now don and i have agreed that i will stay at the apartment... in the big bedroom and ( Read more... )

picked up my puppy a couple of weeks ago... my baby Bentley and i love him. he's such a cutie. can't wait to get another puppy for him to play with lol...not for a while though ( Read more... )

so i ended up going to work today....was supposed to be a quick 2 hour set..took me 4 1/2 hours and i sucked. i was alone and the team lead just left me there when everyone was done... to make things worse...i came home and me and don went to the market. we didn't even make in into the store before we started fighting. he ended up going to sit in ( Read more... )

so he's home..been home since thursday.... and while i'm not banging any doors down to see him...he's maybe no effort to even speak to me. no calls,texts, barely fb messages. i don't even have his new cell number... so i'm guessing things between him and i aren't going to be as friendly as he led me to believe. its sad. to think so highly of ( Read more... )

so every day it bugs me more and more that i haven't seen Riley for real since xmas and once for like 5 minutes on easter. it's killing me. and i hate that joanne can't give me the time of day. i have never done anything to her. i know i made mistakes and said some pretty mean things. but come on, that doesn't give anyone the right to keep me from ( Read more... )

so its October, finally!! been a rough few weeks. money is wicked tight. i hate being broke.... it sucks. i worked last week and am working again this coming week for 2 days. its not a lot, but its better then nothing. and i finally got something done for my mom that she's gonna pay me for. hopefully i'll get that money this coming week. bills are ( Read more... )

thank god its almost october. i'm getting to the end of my rope over here. some days the fights with don just push me to the edge. love him, but i hate fighting. not into the immature drama and crap. he's so unconfident and i can't stand it. if i have to hear him bitch about mike one more time im gonna scream. its sickening. its like all he does is ( Read more... )

so don and i moved to pawtucket this month. right around the corner from saints... not a bad area. 3 bedroom apt that we took when tiff and mike moved a few streets over to a bigger place. so far i don't mind the apt or area... things are getting a little more stressed then i'd hoped. i get my last UI check on the 28th then i'm out of money. been ( Read more... )

soo...lets update...we never went to VA...which was a good thing. bri drained mike's account so he had to freeze it. which for me meant i needed to come up with all the bill money he'd normally help with...and sept rent. ugh..shoot me right? yea, please lol. so don and i are moving to pawtucket. over by saints. fun fun fun. cheap 3 bedroom..its ( Read more... )

i've been talking to mike a lot lately. and i know if don knew how much he'd be unbelievably mad. but i can't help it. mike is someone i hold near and dear to my heart and i enjoy talking to him. he's going through a lot right now and needs all the real friends he can get so i'm happy to lend an ear, shoulder, whatever he needs. he's one of my best ( Read more... )