For Me the View Never Changes...

[babuwabu]

DON'T FUCKING PLAY THAT 'GUILTY BY ASSOCIATION' SHIT ON ME!

I'm tired of not feeling good enough. Every time I have fun with people, someone always stands there breathing down my neck and making me feel stupid and not good enough. No, I'm not insulting anyone when we drive by people. And no, I'm not drinking alcohol with them. No, I'm not an Idiot

Comments

[bumie]

i hate these feeling,and you can change what you don't want ,Fightiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
"hugs"

[babuwabu]

yes I'll fight!!! lol thank you *hugs back* =)

[fuestjuki]

I hope I didn't set you off D: I wasn't ranting about you. But I know what you mean.

[babuwabu]

nah man! It's everything. It's like i'm not allowed to be with people, or I'm sinning..!? I just wished people could trust me more.

but Idk I always feel like I'm losing and that I'm a burden to everyone.

[fuestjuki]

Cha, who thinks that? Why aren't -you- allowed to be with people when everyone else is?

That's seriously uncool! If you feel like that, then there's no need to hang around it, y/n?

[babuwabu]

My conscious believes that I'm wrong if I go out, because My mom thinks I'm drinking...well not me but my friends. Which they are sometimes-I won't lie. But they don't pressure me to do the same. They know I don't drink, and that I won't. You know these people, they might do dumb things, but I'm not.

Yeah, I shouldn't hang around people I feel a burden to...