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[baby_despair]

my mom just stormed out of the house. Raving about what a failure I am for not making her dinner or cleaning. Why do I even bother anymore? Why am I siting here crying cause I'll I wanted was for her to love me. but, I can't have that. I feel so bad tonight. The morning was good but night is bad. i can't go on like this. Why is my life like this?

Comments

[_myobi]

That's absolute shit about what your mom said. One-you can never make anyone love you. I think you're a good person. If she can't see that, especially as your own mother, than that's her fault. I don't think anyone should feel bad when they didn't try hard enough, because the point is you did. And if you feel like its not doing anything, then try to look at it from a different angle. Just remember that even though you're putting effort in to try and change the situation, your mom could be putting in zero herself-she has to meet you halfway or at least a bit.

Hopefully that helped a bit. Feel better.

[baby_despair]

It did thanks love

[inside_tragedy]

A failure just because you didn't make HER dinner or CLEAN? You are HER child and therefore she should take care of you not the other way around. You're not a failure. You bother because life is worth trying for and you can only do the best you can do...and if that's not meeting someone's standards well than fuck them. If she doesn't love you than she's insane...you're everything...you're the world...and it would be a shame if she didn't see it that way...if she doesn't...than she's blind. Life is complicated sometimes...and we can't always explain why things happen the way they do...it's going to be okay...and if the silence takes you it's going to have to take me too because I'm holding your hand...and I'm not letting go. We can both fall into darkness together...but you'll never hit the ground...my hands will comfort you in any way they can. *hugs you tightly and squeezes your hand in mine* Just hang in there...please...I need you.

[baby_despair]

It appears I have woken up. But, Me tired again. But *ahem* need to remember lipgloss and advil and orange. Um hair. yep. So ah have a half way good day. I need you to. *sigh*
Yes need make-up remover.
*wraps arms around you*
You should say that you think you need dolphin therapy. Tell them that you think It would make you all better. Soothing clicking noises.