Over the past few days my life has been a living hell. A very depressing hell at that. But I decided to put all the hate in my heart aside and make things right again even though what this person did gave me the immpression they didnt deserve a second chance. But I believe in second chances, believe it or not. I don't have the same feeling I did ( Read more... )

I dont know what to write about. Today I had a bad close encounter with an X boyfriend. Yea, not pretty. Liz came over after I spent most of my time at Acme...then we walked around, more encounters, and came home. Bahhhhh I'm so bored right now. Everyone is away. Either that or pretending to be anti-social this weekend. I listened to music all day ( Read more... )

I hate getting attached to people. I really do. All of my friends are leaving for college and theyre all living there so I'll never see them. I knew this day was coming, but I sit here thinking, oh we have all summer. Well summers just as good as over. And I'm sitting here thinking, all my friends are leaving, no more hanging out. Them all leaving ( Read more... )

Heyy, um, I'm a dumbass and I created a huge drama last night that I feel horrible about because I was actually wrong, and got someone all worked up for nothing. I'm really sorry and if I could, I'd take back every word I said, and everyway I acted last night untill it was time to act and say things like that. I wish I never brought it up. OMFG ( Read more... )

I guess I have to explain why I wrote that song. Not like anyone reads this anyway, but I'll just ramble to myself. I guess I wrote it because I hate falling in love. Eventually I'll hate the person that I fell in love with. But it wont be a lasting hate. Right now I'm pissed off about broken promises. It's just little things but it makes me sick. ( Read more... )

"Down Tonight ( Read more... )

A very thin layer of fog surrounds me at my feet ( Read more... )

It's 4am. I'm still up writing stupid love poems. I hate emotions. I'm really bored and I'm waiting for Kindergarten Cop to come on again at 4:45. Yea, so untill then, I'll be listening to weird music and keep writing a sex story. Mmhmm. It was good in the beginning, but now it just sucks. I smell mash potatoes or something. I feel like distancing ( Read more... )

So last night Andrea me and Maggie hung out for a little bit, went to Tower, and then we dropped off Maggie, and when we got home Tim Justin and Brandon were waiting. So we all went outback and hung out. Duh, normal plan. The REAL plan for last night was for me and Justin to be alone, but look what happen to that idea...Oh well. Anyway, SOMEONE was ( Read more... )

Heyyyy ( Read more... )