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my life lately... just... whoa.
i hate my ankle. i hate having to run injured. i hate men, in general. i hate fathers day. i hate thanksgiving. i hate fighting. i hate having to hide things. i hate feeling insecure. and i hate feeling depressed... its just so not me.
but, on the contrary, ive realized that i have so much that i love...
i love alexandra elizabeth spaulding and our "breakfast at gelsons." i love the rain and want it to come back. i love the garden state soundtrack. i love the book prozac nation, even though its depressing. i love reading good, depressing books that make me cry. i love a good cry. i love shopping because spending money makes you feel so much better when youre upset. i love politics. i love this years election. i love the little things, like sitting by the fire under a blanket when its cold. i love gingerbread lattes at starbucks. i love sonny (a lot). i love devon. i love will. i love good music. i love dancing at millenium, which im starting in about two weeks because cross country will be over. i love snowboarding, which im also going to start doing soon because its finally snowing (day trips to mountain high or big bear, anyone?). i love religion class with mrs. bates. i love alan springs (aka mark rein). i love kaitlyn dina berman. i love eating pazookies with kaitlyn. i love doing absolutely nothing at all except eating and watching movies with kaitlyn for days on end during the summer and during winter break. i love finding and buying a great purse. i love making (and eating of course) chocolate chip cookies with my nana during the holidays. i love watching political shows and fox news. i love listening to political talk shows like larry elder and laura ingram on the radio. i love mr. clark (he makes my day). and i really, truly love my friends because they are always there for me and they are such great listeners.
well, im kinda depressed right now. but i guess i just have to think about the things that are good in my life, and focus on those things.
"when you have everything, you have everything to loose"
"well love you just the way you are if youre perfect"
"its like 10,000 spoons when all you need is a knife"
"cause blue eyes, youre the secret i keep"
"its like a dream, no end and no beginning"
i like that picture...
love. <3
i hate my ankle. i hate having to run injured. i hate men, in general. i hate fathers day. i hate thanksgiving. i hate fighting. i hate having to hide things. i hate feeling insecure. and i hate feeling depressed... its just so not me.
but, on the contrary, ive realized that i have so much that i love...
i love alexandra elizabeth spaulding and our "breakfast at gelsons." i love the rain and want it to come back. i love the garden state soundtrack. i love the book prozac nation, even though its depressing. i love reading good, depressing books that make me cry. i love a good cry. i love shopping because spending money makes you feel so much better when youre upset. i love politics. i love this years election. i love the little things, like sitting by the fire under a blanket when its cold. i love gingerbread lattes at starbucks. i love sonny (a lot). i love devon. i love will. i love good music. i love dancing at millenium, which im starting in about two weeks because cross country will be over. i love snowboarding, which im also going to start doing soon because its finally snowing (day trips to mountain high or big bear, anyone?). i love religion class with mrs. bates. i love alan springs (aka mark rein). i love kaitlyn dina berman. i love eating pazookies with kaitlyn. i love doing absolutely nothing at all except eating and watching movies with kaitlyn for days on end during the summer and during winter break. i love finding and buying a great purse. i love making (and eating of course) chocolate chip cookies with my nana during the holidays. i love watching political shows and fox news. i love listening to political talk shows like larry elder and laura ingram on the radio. i love mr. clark (he makes my day). and i really, truly love my friends because they are always there for me and they are such great listeners.
well, im kinda depressed right now. but i guess i just have to think about the things that are good in my life, and focus on those things.
"when you have everything, you have everything to loose"
"well love you just the way you are if youre perfect"
"its like 10,000 spoons when all you need is a knife"
"cause blue eyes, youre the secret i keep"
"its like a dream, no end and no beginning"
i like that picture...
love. <3