have you ever wondered when this life will be done and over for you? thinking about where you will end up and what you will do with your life. wondering if it will be the right path for you the way that you end up. have you ever felt alone and not know where to turn to? not knowing who is out there to help you through, not knowing if anyone around ( Read more... )

life is a hell hole and the only thing that people want in this world is to watch the other poeple around them suffer. i mean there is so much shit going around in my head and i dont even know where to start at all. i mean things with scott are getting so nice between me and him and i am so scared that him and amanda are going to fix everything ( Read more... )

things are getting more confusing. i was with scott tonight and everything was so good and it made me so happy. i mean we were together and no one cared, we were talking and kissing and just i dont even know right now. he is such a great guy and im scared that everything with him and amanda are going to get better and things with me and him will ( Read more... )

i know that i havent writen in here lately but just everything has been so messed up lately and that is why im writing in here right now. they are so messed up for me and all the people around me it seems like. with guys i dont know what to do anymore. see i dont want a boyfriend right now and there is only one guy who can actually change that ( Read more... )

why does life have to give you so many good choices to choose from in our lives? do you always have to choose just one.....why cant yuo have two or three of the good things ( Read more... )

Life is eventful you know that. You never know where it is going to go and that really sucks. Things can get so fucked up in the blink of an eye and you stand there wondering what just happened and then you have to find a way to cope with it.

Life is bullshit and it is full of lies and schemes. People are so cruel on the world. They say and do ( Read more... )

I'M NOT!!!!!! :) i am the happiest person right now and everyone is so excited for me! Other then that, my bestest guy friend called me today and i haven't talked to him in forever! He moved to Kansas this past October and that was one time that i cried like i never thought that i would. He and i are still closer then anything and i love the boy ( Read more... )

i am so confused with my life right now. i dont know what to do anymore. people are making me more worried then i already am........they ask me all the time. it makes me more worried then i already was......i dont think that they realize this and it is hard to deal with. i know that they will all be there for me and all but i dont need them to ask ( Read more... )