( asoiaf rant here )

i wonder how people cope with failure. i've never failed an exam until this morning - yay - and i've never thought about what i would do if i failed since my mom says crying is not an option.

well, i still cried.

i can't control my body: if it wants to cry then i have to cry. i wish i were able to just say enough and not cry anymore but it seems ( Read more... )

ok so tomorrow i'm going to try taking an anxiolytic because i feel like everything is getting worse; i have attacks of anxiety: i feel like i can't breathe anymore, i feel like crying everytime someone asks me a question (and not only during exams) and i can't go on like that anymore ( Read more... )

so, my dad wants to watch some movies, but he doesn't know which ones and he's taking out on me like it's my fault or something.

do you see, people, what do i have to deal with, everyday?

so, my dad is angry at me because we're both dieting and i don't feel the need to complain every fucking minute about food quantities. he thinks i'm just kidding around - at his expenses - and he just can't understand that i don't have any problem with the diet ( Read more... )

"Sì dai lascia perdere la geografia."

fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
• fuck you

grazie per trattarmi ogni volta come un'idiota, anche quando siamo in pubblico.

ok i'm studying a 500 pages book about economics and the whole exam consists in answering true or false to 30 questions. how unfair is that? i'm studying five-fucking-hundred pages, for god's sake!

i think it's very unfair.

and the professor is SO annoying, i don't like him.

- sei venuta qui, hai mangiato, sei stata qui per dodici minuti ed ora te ne vai?

sì, testa di cazzo, ora me ne vado perché non ha senso venire da te a cena e poi guardarti stare sul divano perché oh non ho mai visto l'inizio di questo film, devi guardarlo per forza, ed io resto a tavola come un'idiota.

certe volte vorrei proprio prenderti a

la prossima volta che mi dici che ho rotto il cazzo in quel modo, sarà anche l'ultima in cui vedrai la mia faccia.

yep. 

( nobody is interested in my dysfunctional personality but well )