Friday Night: Well, I ended up going camping with Joe, Mike, Steven, Robin, Drew, Alicia, Katie, Triston, Elmo, Toler, Tyler, Wes, Steve, the dick heads who burned my Marilyn Monroe purse. :-( uhh...Jacob, Bennett and Rengali (SP?)... ya know- the group. I ended up getting really trashed and having a blast. The fire was HUGE...Oh and mentioning ( Read more... )

So I decided today that if I were laying on a beach right now with the sun shining down on me, I'd probably be the happiest person on Earth. However- here I sit in Good Ol' E-Town wondering what has happened to me. Even my best friend told me I'm not CJ anymore, so something is wrong with me ladies and gentlemen. So I roughly estimated that there ( Read more... )

So I honestly believe that things are starting to look better but there is still something bothering me. Lately I've felt like I don't want to be around anyone. Even hanging out with the same group has gotten to the point where I'm going nuts. I miss Leah alot, I feel like she's the only one that can relate to me. I love her so much, and I feel ( Read more... )

Well, it's Mother's Day today and I haven't seen my mom or even talked to her and it's 6 o'clock. I woke up at 12:30-ish today, and haven't been in an awesome mood all day. But that doesn't necessarily mean that I've been in a bad mood either, just confused I guess. I have to say tho- this weekend was BAD ASS. I didn't partake in any cruisin', or ( Read more... )

Well so far today, everything seems to be going really crappy. As it has been for the past week and half/week. It really does suck. I need to figure out what I'm gonna do about alot of sheez. First off, Ya know being a girl really sucks, being on your period really does not make anyone want to deal with virtually anything. Secondly, I'm so lost ( Read more... )