10 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME ( Read more... )

life is weighing heavy on my shoulders.

there are way too many other people around me. there's too much pressure.

charles manson is a black blotch that lives in my kidneys. he is a constantly writhing ink blotch. he is my depression ( Read more... )

i wish i could write screen plays because i have so many ideas what would only work in film. my charactors are all real so my films would be heartbreaking. i couldn't ever make it as a film maker though, nobody would support me. artistic expression won't get me anywhere ( Read more... )

i'm really sick, like sore throat, stuffy nose, clogged head. but my back feels better. i have bruises on my left thigh, left hip, and right wrist ( Read more... )

so FYI: i'm coming back to school tomorrow ( Read more... )

i can only take so much. i work my fucking ass off. i don't know what the fuck it takes.

fuck people. fuck them all.

oh jon stewart makes me so happy, it reminds me that stupid people go nowhere. haahahaha!

just so we're clear-

october is the month of sex
november is the month of death
december floods my mind with nutcrackers and doctors and grayness for miles and miles.

this journal entry thinks it's november but it's actually october

i'm in a wee bit of a panic right now. dems took house (FUCK YEAH) but senate is still all up in the air. three seats left, we need three for majority, they're recounting virginia. we might have a matched up senate. WACKY! i feel silly, because i'm so into this, but then i realized it's everyone else being silly for not caring. it's your fucking ( Read more... )

i'm feeling pretty badass right now. just cool. i'm just really happy. my teachers are fucking awesome, they're helping me out so much. i love how, especially in my senior year, they've become friends. execpt they're like friends with life advice who can teach you to do stuff. i feel like i've finally discovered how to utilize school to the max ( Read more... )