I keep my pain brush with me
Wherever I may go,
In case I need to cover up
So the real me doesn't show.
I'm so araid to show you me,
Afraid of what you'll do-that
You might laugh or say mean things.
I'm afraid I might lose you.

I'd like to remove all my paint coats
To show you the real, true me,
But I want you to try and understand,
I need you to accept what ( Read more... )

Well I am at home..doing nothing.  It is soooo boring.  I can't stand sitting here and doind nothing.  It drives me crazy.  I am waiting for my friends to come over.  They said that they would be here at around 6:30 pm but its takin forever for 6:30 to come around.  I have like nothing to do.  I am supposta go over to Steph's tonight...but I don't ( Read more... )

It is so amazing, I havent gone to sleep yet. It is they day after thanksgiving...that one big day to shope and its finally over!! I am so tired I feel like I could just fall over and fall asleep! I am so surprised that I am still awake. The sad thing is, is that I still can't go to bed b/c I have to clean the house. I have to wrap some presents ( Read more... )

I am at my aunts house and I have to get ready to go shopping in about 2 hours. I don't think that I am going to go to sleep at all!! My friend Annett is here with me and it is so nice to hang out with her again. It has been a while since I last hung out with her. I am so happy that we worked everything out!! I am glad that our friendship is back ( Read more... )

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!! I just got done eating. It was so good! It was the first year that it was just my mom my brother and I. We had no other family over this year. It was so weird. We had a small turkey. I got to elp with dinner for the first time this year as well. I went outside and helped my brother shovel the driveway and then I ( Read more... )