You know what?...i was reading through all my old notes and just looking at how close i used to be with all my good friends...Sam,Becca,Vanessa,Jaime,and Michelle... that's no longer the case...lately me and michele never talk and we used to be like almost best friends and told each other everything!!! me and becca and sam were tight...i went to ( Read more... )

it's been a few days...sry...im waiting to see if christopher is gonna come talk to me...tonight we had the jazz concert...we wer awesome!!! i hit the really high F on my clarinet and i was sooooo happy!!! i was shaking like crazy and then on norwegian wood...my music fell off the stnd, so i caught it real fats and just kept playing! so it was all ( Read more... )

Tonight me and chris went to the movies and out to eat...he got to drive me and everything! it was great! that kids just makes me so happy its unreal...we saw half of the incredibles...because rave had the movie times screwed up...or chris just cant look up movie times right! anyways...so we issed the first like 20 mins...but it was ok...the movie ( Read more... )

THIS IS SO AWESOME!!! see everyone else can go screw a cow! me and chris are totally meant to be!

Im ready to give in and just go off! today beth made another bitchy remark about chris...as did my dad..does anyone know what this is like?...to have your whole family hate your boyfriend...the guy you just adore?...i need help...i have people to talk to but no one who really understands...OMG! well my parents yelled at me today...thats cuz of beth ( Read more... )

Well today i woke up and got ready to go to fort walton...we went to my aunt nancy's house for the day....I got to be with the whole family again...last time that happened was in may i think... It felt weird at first being with them all...but then i got used to it...I found out i have like 5 more 2 cousins...im like holy crap i have enough cousins ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here waiting for Chris to come back and talk to me...or call...one or the other...yea today was retarded...just another day, nothing exciting...we did start scale try-outs today...that was fun...NOT! i dont go until tuesday although i might try and go on monday...hmm...i could make things easier and get it over with faster that way! ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I havent been in here lately...things have been real busy in my life...Heres the deal...I have almost lost my best friend...I'm not sure what started that but yea I dont know what to do anymore...I think its because of chris, (but then everyone seems to hate me somehow because of him) I'm sorry that they dont like him...well I do! I like ( Read more... )

Today was just one of those days that lasts too long...nothing went wrong, yet everything was a disaster! i was just not myself and things were out of order..then chris got upset with me a few times cuz of something???? we talked out some stuff yet im still like whatever i dont even care a nymore...i was in a bad mood all night...but i hide that ( Read more... )

Im so happy right now!!! I just can't believe it! everything is going so right...i love him! it's all so perfect...like a dream...for the longest time i just waited for the day that things would turn around and i would get all the attention for once, i would be put way up high above him...i waited so long for that and i finally have it...when he ( Read more... )