i realize more and more that I am woefully far from the kind of someone I'd want to marry - until I become that person, why even bother looking, when the results only prove unsatisfactory time and again? Still...
someone who thinks i'm pretty, but doesn't care when I'm not
whose heart is first and foremost captured by his Savior
one who can enjoy silence
and can understand the times that words won't come
he doesn't have to be "hot"
'cause I'm not..but it would be nice if he were the only one who saw me that way
he does have to be a thinker
who will occasionally share the thoughts with me (I like to listen)
somebody who understands that music is as necessary as breathing for this girl
and that it is when I sing that I am most myself
whose character is visible in word and deed
someone who doesn't think a heart is something to be toyed with
and takes me seriously (and when I'm acting too blonde/ADD/ditzy to be taken seriously, will let me know in better words...or join in :P)
someone genuine.
he must be honest yet discerning, sensitive yet not lacking strength, and intelligent without arrogance
he can be attractive, taller-than-me (not hard), outgoing (but not without depth) guitar or piano or violin playing, brown-eyed, musically inclined, artistic (especially photography), silly, serious, a little bit nerdy, or a little bit shy
he can think I'm a kind of big loser for making this list (still, i think that I will add to it whenever the whim strikes)
'cause it's
too
late
to think
any
more
.
goodnight.