.. a February 29th post =]

Nothing special today, been a bum at home all day...

Eh well. Tomorrow I'll get off my ass, today I'll just keep being lazy =]

Happy Leap Day, haha.

You know, despite all our "knowledge" and our curiosity and our.. sentience? there still remains one question yet to be answered definitely: Is there a point to all of this ( Read more... )

... to find my guiding light. I feel so lost now, so confused over certain matters... nothing of extreme importance, but still. I'm tired of games, tired of waiting and watching, tired of not knowing. Maybe it's harmful to be so serious right now, maybe I should go out and let live... but I can't do that =\ Because I end up confused, torn, and ( Read more... )

Yeah, first off, I lied, near insanity has driven me back to the refuge of my computer -.-

Anyway, I've been reading this book, WHEN THE AIR HITS YOUR BRAIN by Frank Vertosick, Jr., M.D. It's good. The neurosurgeon basically retells some of his experiences throughout his internship and residency, both good and bad. That's interesting in itself ( Read more... )

I think I spelled that right =x

Going to bed, getting off the laptop until I -have- to go on it again. Makes it easier for me to act on my desire to GET OUT OF THE HOUUUSE =D
Now.. to find reasons to just get OUT, because I always need one when it comes to getting 'permission' from family -.-

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Looking back at some of the things I've written and I've gone through, I have to laugh at myself a bit because I seem like a chronically depressed person. But I'm not... I just write the most when I'm upset. It helps. I don't want to dump my burden onto other people, so I dump it into something that can't feel the burden.. hey, it's a win-win ( Read more... )

Ugh, was gonna finish writing my paper but now I can't focus again. This week has been shit, I'll be so glad when it's over ( Read more... )

Happy Holidays everyone ...

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY iseebi! =]

It's been a long time since I last posted un-privately here ( Read more... )