SO MY PLAN IS TO GET ONE OF THOSE HARD BOOKS WITH THE BLACK COVERS ... YOU KNOW WITH THE ALL BLANK WHITE PAGES INSIDE .... IF YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT THEN YOU DO IF NOT WELL ....iMAgINE ... ANYWHO ... i WANT TO MAKE A BABY JOURNAL ... SOUNDS GAY BUT NO NOT REALLY SO0O MANY TIMES I HAVE LOOKED AT OTHER CHILDREN AND WELL .. LAUGHED MY ASS OFF ( Read more... )

I'm starting the new year out with a bang literally

WaTch OUt FOr Me THIs YeaR Im FUCkin NUTs

SO tonight I saw a funny movie called stepbrothers I also did some other crap lol
My dad came and saw my house for the first time wahoo
but we did go to the bar the other night and that was a special treat

0o yeah and cant forget my second pictionary attempt ( Read more... )

SO I turned 21 yesterday WHAOo lol ( Read more... )

So0o excited for Christmas!

TodaY I went to Dave and Busters wahoo!
With mom tom katie and lil damian
I played pool (won)
ate yummie food
and went to play some games :)
I played skiball , basketball ect.
as we went to play airhockey there was this big chance game
of spinning lights on the wall (a giant wheel of bulbs )
I was like I can get tickets like this lets start my gamble ( Read more... )

Why is life such a mental fight ?
Am I good enough?
Am I doing a good enough job?
Did I say the right thing?
Can I make it on a place like that or with people like that?
Why is CoNFIdENcE soo0 hard .. And the people that have it
so0o mean .. It's like if I have confidence will I become cOcky like ThAt?
Will I say mean things to hurt others?
Its so0o hard ( Read more... )

lol dam alerts I will uprgrade eventually lol when we get our new tv hehe  darn future.... and we thought it wouldn't be cool ...
Everything is DiGital .. Super ELecTROnic..... tecnically we live with lots of robots lol (isn't that what we expected ?)
Elementary school.... future dreams ....ahhh .. but mabye we also dreamt us all being rich and ( Read more... )

What happened to this horrible winter storm we were getting lol
well ok some ice fell down
I have to buy salt for my steps btw
anywho
Got the new snake SquEezy She is SeXy as shit big too holding her is hot .. mmmhh
need a pic of that
speaking of brit huh yeah now watch me kitty kitty hahhahha
so Corny
My baby is so cute I think he will be ( Read more... )

So0o x-mas is coming wooh wooht @! Very eXcited going to be a good morning i'm sire of that lol !
Last night was a good night Drank sUm Bud with my baby and Today he has the day of SWeet night we had .
My lil one has gone crazy lol got this alfalfa hair thing going lol GOtts to fix that ... although there he is trying to brush it ......

Been cleaning ( Read more... )

So Today my mother picked me up and we traveled on over to Pa.

I helped my mom decorated her Christmas tree silver and red o0o lala :)

It was very pretty and (fat) lol She had these sparkly snowflakes, lots of them, so

we hung them in the front window and put icicle lights up. There were sparkles everywhere !

Lil Damian loved all the colors and ( Read more... )