I dont know what to do. I just want to help out everyone and its ruining my head. I love matt and i dont want to give up on him. My friend Amanda from work asked him yesterday how much he cared about me and asked if he really loved me, with out me asking to do it. He answered her with this... "I love her with all my heart. and she means ( Read more... )

Hey Well Yesterday was our 1 month and he left me the sweetest voice message on my phone. He sang to me!! He so cute. Well the weekend is almost here. By the time i get home tomorrow my parents will be gone and the house is all mine and Matts!! ~Hot Dog~ Yeah it will be great. Laying around all day until his friend comes over getting laid ( Read more... )

Hey Im back. Well i am seeing this guy name Matt. Hes so wonderful. 1 Month today!! But anyways. Jack is making this a little hard for me and someother people are too. I dont really care what people say about him because i love him and there is not much people can do about it. We fit together. There has been so much drama! I hate it but ( Read more... )

Well today was probably one of my worst days ever. I think that the one i love is going to leave me and it is all my fault. i hung out with another guy today alone which used to be an ex crush. Jack did not like that much. But i didnt take that into concideration. Im a horable person that right now doesnt really deserve anybody, especially ( Read more... )

Now these past few days were quite interesting. Now remember when i told you i didnt care about that one person. Well I LIED. Yup me the big lier. I care about him more then you know. Its the greatest feeling in the world. Just knowing that there is someone there who actually cares about you. HeHe im so freaken happy you have no clue. ( Read more... )

Hey its me again. I havent wrote in a while. But im back. So you know how i told you about that one boy that i liked and i deal with my time around his schedule, well this just in I DONT THINK I LIKE HIM ANYMORE! Well i could but i cant really tell. There is this one boy i like but i really dont hink he likes me in the least. He wanted to be ( Read more... )

Well this year i turned 18 and i thought that this was going to be a great new begining. Well so far it pretty much sucked. My best friend didnt come to school on my bithday which pissed me the fuck off. Then we i actually got to school i was so bummed out because i came into my new birthday year all alone. I've never felt so alone before in my ( Read more... )

Today i couldnt stop thinking of what my life is going to be like after high school. Its hard to believe i have to figure it out in 3 months. I really want to go to school so i can become what i really want to be. But then there are other things that keep me from not wanting to do them. Im going to be 18 and this one person i care about the ( Read more... )

When i woke up today it was a really nice day outside. I got up took a shower and went off to church with a couple of friends. When church was over one of my friends and i went outside to wait and it was really cold. We couldnt understand because it was in the high 60's before we left and now it was about 40 degrees outside. It was kinda wierd ( Read more... )

Hello this is my first time writing in here, so I hope i get the hang of it soon. My life pretty much is kind of sucky right now. My friends have been ignoring me with either someone is using them or from something that isnt very important but they feel they should do it anyways. Take Jack for example i was having a prefectly normal conversation ( Read more... )