i have had some bad days lately but i have really great and for the most part wise friends and i thank all of you... hope that the ones that are not able to read it can still hear about it from me... i am just so thankful for those who care about me and those that are there for me all the time and can talk to me when i need someone...

i feel like i am bein tried right now... it has been a very letdownish day... talk to me if you care to know... i am gettin to attatched to somethin that is just a whim... and it sucks... pray that i can not be so like that...

WE ALL LOVE YOU RACHEL!!!... God has blessed us with your presence through this... and your spirits have been so high... you are an encouragement to us all...

I have been slackin off... sorry to those who read this... i have been doin well... since i last wrote i really haventdone much but skool... i called about that job in glendale, it looks promising but i need to be patientwith how long it might take to get it... TWO months!!! maybe... hopefully not that long... if you all could be prayin that if it ( Read more... )

Hey all... Daniel Penney is AWESOME... I met with him today and it was really good... i am so tired but it was good to get together with someone to do some good studying... well yeah... we also talked about stuff and it was good... i needed to try and get some stuff figured out in my head... and he helped a lot!!! well yeah i think that anyone that ( Read more... )

well it seems that no one i know either cares about me or cares to comment on my journal when i do update... tomm mornin will be a really hard one and tomm will be the longest day i have had in a while... at least it will feel like it... i have to get up to go to skool at four in the mornin... YEAH!!!... skool starts at six and it is like fourty ( Read more... )

Well it is a new year... and i am sick with a cold!... great way to start the new year huh? Well i ended the last one nicely so it was all good. I got to hang out with lindsay on New Years Eve so it was fun... we just sat around and talked for like an hour and a half... it was great... it would have been cool to be with her at midnight but he mom ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE EVERYONE!!!

I've never known what to do ( Read more... )

hey all... today was kinda a bust of a day... i was sposed to hang out with lindsay... but that blasted bhs has to have teachers that assign homework... grrr why would someone do such a thing... ahhh oh well... i got to talk to her so it made it a little better... i dont think we will be gettin a tree this year... its a bummer... we have mice or ( Read more... )