so i must be getting over this whole ordeal b/c im not nearly as upset as i would be considering the circumstances. im going along with my life. im ok, im not depressed or constantly thinking about him. every once i a while i have a stray thought of him but i can allow myself at least that much. i mean, i did have feelings for him that were very ( Read more... )

so i have been asking myself a coupla questions lately. how? what? when? where? and why? each one of them has some relevance to my life lately... let's answer them ( Read more... )

boy do i have much to say....lata hos cuz its off to get muh edumacion!

I hadnt updated this ho in a coupla days and it's amazing how much has happened.... anyhoo, this weekend was the weekend from hell. saturday me and hot boy ron went to wolfchase. i bought a lot of stuff as usual. i spent about 300 bux on clothes and shoes. i got a lot of stuff for that tho. the most expensive thing i bought was a brand new pair of ( Read more... )

boy or boy, where do i even begin to start? i gueess the beginning is a good place huh? anyhoo, yesterday was my ex's birthday. he and my friend jazz came by my apartment. liz asked me if i wanted to go with her and jameelah to joes and i was annoyed cuz i couldnt go, i almost wish i would have gone instead. anyhoo, we ordered pizza and were just ( Read more... )

nuhtin special. went home to help my lil brother with his FAFSA. it feels weird cuz i remember when he was a lil bitty thing. but now he's growing up. i pray for him cuz i know that he is going to change when he gets in skool. i just hope its for the better. he's a good kid. anyhoo, my youngest brother who is 11 wears the same size shoe as me! isnt ( Read more... )

I'm at work and it's boring as hell cuz it's gloomy outside and we have no customers. i cant wait to leave but i know that all i have planned is going home and watching xmen (the cartoon from the 90's, i have it on dvd) in my boxers. i might go to target to exchange a gift i bought for someone ( Read more... )

so im at work now. i have been doing a lot of thinking and contemplating this new year. i really dont need certain people in my life. there are a few of my friends that i am truly starting to see for their true colors. i dont have time to baby anyone and im tired of grown adults not being able to make their own decisions. it gets a lil old. anyhow ( Read more... )

so i have been talking to my ex recently., he's here in town for good now. hibler told me that he doesnt think it's good that he is . i kinda agree b/c i cant get over someone easier if i see them all the time but things are getting a lot easier anyhoo. we talked yesterday and he was being weird at one point in the conversation and i think i know ( Read more... )

so i havent updated this thing in a while... there has been a lot going on tho. i have been doing some stupid things, had some conflicting thoughts, been bored, thru hell and high water. you know the drill.... well lately i have been drinking A LOT. to start off with, i kno its not healthy the way i have been drinking, but i have been upset by a ( Read more... )