There is a huge chasm between me and God. It's becoming more and more visible daily and I wish I could make it go away. I know how to, but if I make it go away, I have to admit some things to some people and I don't want to do that. It would hurt and disappoint them and I don't want to do that. I also don't want to put more burdens on them, ( Read more... )

Holy cow it's good to see everyone again! You know, OC really has become home to me. :-D Hehe, I'm SO HAPPY to be BACK!!!!!

So, why exactly is it that I always fall for the guys I can't have??? Believe me, a guy doesn't get to me very easily, but when one does, it means they're something special ( Read more... )

Ooohh, my tan is a killer golden brown! I guess sitting out by the pool watching the kids swim is benefitting me more than I thought! Dude, and after camp...phew, it's gonna be nuts how dark I am ( Read more... )

Haha, my nerves are shot. The kids got into every possible mess they could today. After Danielle and Sarah, the little girl that rides the bus home with David, played in tree sap while I was helping David with his homework, I made THEM clean it all up. And I banned them from playing in that tree ever again. Haha, I need some sleep, that will ( Read more... )

Ooooohhhh!!! Guess what?!?! Guess what?!?! Guess where I spent the day yesterday...THE BEACH!!! It was sooooo great. I absolutely love the beach, the sand, the ocean, the shells, the boardwalk. Phew, it's all so great ( Read more... )

HA, after my bum of a day yesterday, today just HAPPENED to be totally crazy. Yeah, talk about firsts, I sent my first kid to the hospital today. Danielle flipped over her bike handlebars and had to get two stitches in her chin. It was nuts. Blood everywhere. I didn't have the keys to my car because their dad, Chris, ended up with them after ( Read more... )

You know, now that I've left, I can FULLY appreciate the fact that there was a huge Church of Christ with a nice sized college group within walking distance. Not to mention the 5 or so others within 15 minutes drive. I had to drive 45 minutes, no kidding, to get to the closest COC this morning. Yeah, I'm not joking here ( Read more... )

I am THIS CLOSE to quitting. NO joke. The kids are being holy terrors to me and I'm stressing out to the point of breakdown. They REFUSE to listen to me. I've tried being really nice, I've tried being really mean, I've tried being indifferent, but NONE of it works. They're being horrible. I'm getting homesick and I just want them to listen to