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SO.. no mtv today. we talked to the producer yesterday and she said we can just go to the 30th and 31st if we wanted. that only good charlotte and mary j were playing today. at first i was alll happy id miss boys like girls and wouldnt have to deal with them, but noooo of course they switched the date and are now performing on the 30th. ( Read more... ) -
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i'd be lying if i said i wasn't nervous about tomorrow, but things have been going on that have diverted my attention from the whole situation. i was going to just go off and let him have it, but then the rational side of me kicked in and i figured that mtv probably isnt the best place for that to happen. so, im going to just walk in with my head ( Read more... ) -
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ive been such a fucking insomniac the past couple weeks i cant even stand it anymore. i can barely keep my eyes open in work ( Read more... ) -
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it makes me sick to think i wasted a year and 3 months of my life on you.
it makes me more sick to think things are ending this way.
mtv this friday should be an amazingly fun night, but i know it will be the complete opposite. why the fuck do they have to be performing. its going to be a huge fight, lots of tears and bitter goodbyes.
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so new years eve 2008 in the MTV studios is definitely a go. they're also filming for it on the 21st and 30th so i will be in NYC those days as well. FUCKIN A ( Read more... ) -
it's that time of year..
it feels like 20 degrees out and snow is in the forcast. christmas is almost here and i wish i was more in the spirit of the holidays. so much has been going on and i have just been so sidetracked from it all this year. i haven't even been able to begin christmas shopping ( Read more... ) -
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99% sure that new years eve this year will be spent in the MTV studios hollerrr
andd the boston music awards on saturday, cant wait to get away for the weekend
me and sam have started looking up hotels for LA in may. cannot freaking wait for this, i'm getting super excited. i got an IM from daveyyyface the other night saying 'imissyou<33' ahh ( Read more... ) -
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i'm so caught up in all of this and i wish i could just stop and get out but i cant. it's like a fucking addiction. as many times as i get hurt i just keep on going back for more
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you've earned my bitter farewell..
it's really unsettling to see how people can change in just a matter of months ( Read more... )
