So me and my baby Clint were lying in bed last night, and he turns over and says "Baby, where do you see us in the future?" and I reply " Being together as a couple" and then he replies " So do I". You ever have that feeling that someone completes you? That you are like one person sometimes? Do you ever miss that person like alot even though you ( Read more... )

Written at 4:35pm. on 01/30/06 ( Read more... )

It's early and I am getting ready to go to work. You know its funny how I go in and out of these I want to be a hermit today and I want to socialize. Yesterday on my day off apparently I wanted to be a hermit cause I cleaned house and watched Jen's Sex and the City dvd's. I got to the 3rd cd of season 2. Today has just started so I don't know how ( Read more... )

Alisha and Paul had a bar-b-q at their apartment. I met some new people. We drank beer and smoked a little. It was very adult like which I am not used to. Since I have been hanging out with Peter Pan for like 10 months...lol....so it was good to have intelligent conversation for once. I ate more than I planned on eating, but it was yummy. I just ( Read more... )

So I just did one of the hardest things I have had to do in a long time. I told him that after my birthday this Friday that I need to not be around him for awhile so that I can have closure on this situation. That after all this maybe we can be the friends we always wanted to be in the beginning. Saying all the things that I wanted to say while ( Read more... )

It's weird...how things work out. I realized the other day that for some reason I care so strongly for Cory but why? He doesn't love me the way I love him. Why am I going to continue to think of him in that way. So recently in the past few weeks I have let go of him. Little by little( when i say let go, I mean romantically because we are still the ( Read more... )

Tomorrow on Christmas day Cory and I will drive to see my mother and cook Christmas dinner and open presents. It's just weird cause this is a big deal. It was all Cory's idea. For someone who is "just my friend" he sure is going out of his way. All I know is I love him for the man that he is. He has one of the kindest hearts when it comes to ( Read more... )

I think this is true cause he came over and we watched tv and ate pizza. And wrestled around and pillow fought. You see we have a bond and connection that not many people do. And not many people understand the two of us. Which is cool. We are who we are. We do what we do. And we love each other the way that we love each other. I couldn't ask for ( Read more... )

Sometimes I see what I want to see. And other times I turn my back and pretend that its not there. I have some pretty amazing people that love me in my life and then I have others who totally disregard me and I sit there and take it cause I am infatuated with them. Well at least they make me feel like they are disregarding me. I just don't get it ( Read more... )

In today's day in age. Are we accustomed to thinking that there is no such thing as romance and love. We watch movies and tv shows that show men and women not being able to commit to each other or men and women divorcing ( Read more... )