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[babydoll2206]

I can't wait to move out. I wish I could now. My mom is so freaking stupid. She needs some kind or reality check or something. My parents still don't like the idea of me going out in a car with someone thats "inexperienced". With my mom there seems to be no exceptions. And my dad says that it'll be different every time. But still.. my mom sees

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[gopherboyjb2002]

Just smack your mom around a lil bit.

[jadipoo]

I agree

[babydoll2206]

Ha, I wish, she'd turn crazy on me..

[jadipoo]

My mom used to treat me as if I was my extracurriculars, you know "Jade, the captain of her cheerleading squad" Not, Jade her daughter or Jade, the person. The day of my great-grandfathers funeral I went in the closet to see if she'd even notice I was gone. My guest bedroom closet the sides go deep and I used to go in there whenever I was frustrated [before I saw sixth sense lol]...so I went in there. No one even noticed. Not one. I sat there and broke everything in that closet. I ripped down my moms pretty little dresses tore up pictures I drew in the first grade because no one saw me as me and I wanted my mom to THINK differently [so this has a point lol]. After I got done doing my damage I went to my bedroom got dressed and laid on the bed. My mom came in telling me we had to leave in a few minutes and that's when she noticed my tear stained face. I told her exactly what I felt and she started crying, too. So, I just want you to know I feel your pain and I love you. I know that youve tried talking to her but maybe you need to do

[babydoll2206]

Awww that made me tear up just a little. I love you too duh and I wish you were here. (like your icon says) I can't think of a thing that would get her attention, I've tried everything. I've even broke down in front of her, almost hysteric. Sad, but she only softened up a little. As for the no distractions, there's always something she'll find to change the subject. I think it's at a point of no return or else it will take a heck of a lot of work to fix things up. I don't know. I can't get out of my house except during the day, cause I basically just have Ben to hangout with. But I think Mallory gets back today so yay. I can't wait for you to come back too.

[i_am_murphy]

Hey now...cheer up champ.

You've got friends to rely on, so don't fret. You're too cool of a person to feel rejected.

Sorry about your parents, i think i know the feeling. They suck...move out, start a band, dont do drugs, and have LOTS of sex. There you go...your whole life is planned out.
Have a good day.

[babydoll2206]

Thank you, Matt. It means a lot.

-the lots of sex thing.. haha my goal is to abstain till marriage. That would mess up that goal a bit. haha. and I couldn't be in a band.

My day got better, I hope you had a good one too.

By the way.. I miss talking to you. It's been awhile.