Jennifer and me went to see "War of the Worlds". Which actually was good. I liked it. Of the 4 ppl I had asked who had seen it it was like 2 liked it 2 hated it. But I really liked it. Lol. I also seen a few ppl while I was there. Explained my wreck deal to them. I feel loved...lol. Not really I know that most ppl are just nosey asses and want to ( Read more... )

Another night with hardly any sleep. Man I'm so not use to this. I got off the computer and got ready to go to sleep and I went to sleep....but like in 30 min i was back up.....so that sucks.

I really don't have nuttin to bitch bout right now....so i'll write more later

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Not much has happend. I haven't hear nothin new on Amber. I hope she starts progressing and gets well.

Bobby goes to court thursday....I wonder were they will send him and stuff. I really love him and this hurts me.

I am so sleepy. But its like I can't sleep. Thats weird isn't it. I don't know. I just want to cry.

Bliss

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See I wrote Bobby a letter. I don't know if he got it or even if he is going to write back. I figure he will since ya know he is telling his mom that he loves me and stuff. I don't think she would be lieing about that stuff because she is a christian. But anyways...I had a dream that he wrote me back and it wasn't a good letter like it didn't seem ( Read more... )

I tried to explain things to mom. She doesn't understand or even try to see were I am comin from. Shew it sucks when you really have no one who understands what you are goin through ( Read more... )

Still sit here confused as hell. Why am i always the one left with these kinds of situations. I love him but all the shit that happend will make it so hard if anything ever becomes of it. I don't know. I just wish i knew what to do.

life is so screwed up. i just don't understand. things start to look up and somethin always has to be dropped on your head t bring you down.