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pj is the worst best kisser in the world.

I don't ever wanna get close to ANYONE again. I'm a fucking looser. I just ripped my own heart out. I knew liking PJ was going to crush me, I knew he was never mine, but still I went on, & I just ripped my fucking heart out. How could someone like him ever like someone like me... Too young. Immature. Overweight. Ugly. Druggie. Alcoholic. Insane. ( Read more... )

I think about your face.. & how I fall into your eyes..

So yeah I finally admitted to PJ that i have feelings for him. Yeah, I know it was stupid. But I knew he would have found out either way. After I did it all I could do was cry & beat myself up about it. I really feel stupid about it, & I have noone to blame but myself. I knew it was stupid to ( Read more... )

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Oh! And Just for the record,
NO ME & PJ DON'T GO OUT.
& WE NEVER WILL...
Unless I get him drunk & force him too
:}~
THE END.

So I chilled with Brandon & his hott friend Jamie today. It was pretty kool. PJ EmAlOoPj came over. Oh he's soo hott -jerks off- yeah.. SO we went up to Brando's. Me & PJ played bloody nuckles. He's the looser!! Sissy boy! I wooped his ass like WHOA. Cause I'm soo stronger than him. Well brandon got pissed & his mom kicked me, Pj, Kari, Britt out.

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My journal is no longer Friends Only.
Ha. Everyone random person who reads this,
Is gonna think I'm a whiney lil biitch.
Yeah I am.
♥