So, Sam's grandmother isn't doing too well. I would kinda be surprised if she made it through the week, let alone the month. The big C and all. It's hard cause I have no idea how I'm suppose to deal with or react to this. I've never really been close to anyone who's passed away. Also, Sam's never been that close to his grandmother. His dad didn't get along well with his parents and sibs, so Sam didn't see them all that much. So he's having a hard time thinking that he should be more upset by this, or if he's accepted it. Sam's dad is having a horrible time. It's so obvious how hard this is for him. I feel like I should be doing something to help, but I don't know what. We've been trying to see them as much as possible, but we also are helping my sis move and work is hard and it's all very difficult to juggle everything. I can't believe it's just about august. Just about 2 more hours. This year has flown by and so much has happened. Is this how fast life always went? meh.