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[babydyke87]

Heart Broken .....the love of my life is gone
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                                           too deep      In something that never was mine and now I have to suffer the

Comments

[perfectlyfl4w3d]

what happened babe?!

[babydyke87]

enuff to say if it wasn't for a good future and head of mine i would die

[__drew]

Hang in there!

"Sometimes the brightest light comes from the darkest room you find yourself in." (Ember Swift...can make things better.)

[babydyke87]

thanks hun but i don't think any heart break is good or will make anything better...:'(

I hate this she was everything I tried soooo hard to get her back and i spent 10 1/2 months for her...

:tears fall:

I hate myself.......

[__drew]

No, you're right. But sometimes listening to the music of beautiful people is nice.

Obviously I don't know much about the situation, but I'll just say that that's a long time shared with a person, and every moment worthwhile. But things happen that are impossible to control. If there isn't anything more that can be done, then you've just got to keep going forward. Take your time, but don't hate yourself. In the long run, you're all you've got.
Take care!

[anonymous]

..how do you think HER fiance feels about this..?u know who I mean.. Shes Crushed as fuck to know everything was going on behind her back.. she knows!...you had to have known they were still together, does that not mean shit to you? Im jess' friend..i know wut she feels for rosi..and I have to watch her hurt over this..she doesnt know I know ur site..i dont even think she herself knows of it,i wont tell her..cuz reading everything will hurt her more, I dont even tell her of wut I read. But its low, that you kept trying to get with someone...who was taken, and it wasnt right of Rosi either. I watch my friend suffer and hurt over that girl..while at the same time..she still wants to pour her heart out to her and continue to give her all to her, ..no matter how bad she hurts.She blames herself..and I dont see why..I just want to know why you could do such a thing...i show no remorse for you..not because of your past with Rosi, but because of how bad this hurts my friend..i know it takes 2..but still..thats cold..heartless..and just

[babydyke87]

You don't have any clue about what happens between Rosi and I and what happened last night was supposed to be. Yes I love that girl to death and I kept telling rosi that's she's doing wrong and all she would say was I know. so it's not my fault. I can't help what I feel for her. But that is all over and done with and I know Jess is hurting but probably not nearly as close as hurting as I.

[anonymous]

Well Im sorry you hurt..no one should have to hurt. But ..I know what happend, through what Rosi told Jess about what was going on between you guys... Maybe you did tell Rosi it was wrong.. but it didnt stop you..you did nothing to prevent it, so not only was Rosi in the wrong, but you were too. If you knew it was wrong..why did you go with it? Jess can forgive..but she cant forget.. I know how she is, I know how she thinks, she has forgiven Rosi..but I know she still hurts.. I dont know if as bad as you..or wut,but that doesnt matter, either way Jess didn't deserve any of that..she didnt deserved to be crushed again..and yet..she still has the will to go on with Rosi..and Continue giving Rosi her all. Im sorry for the way things worked.. your not a bad person for loving someone.. I just hate the fact that you knew, and didnt stop any of it, and more so..I hate that Rosi could do this to Jess... I hate seeing her hurt. Noone deserves to hurt the way Jess has been, or even the way you have, even if what you did was wrong. Jess trusted

[babydyke87]

I know I did wrong...I do...but Rosi and I are over and that's all that has to be done. I just got to move on and accept that she's not my lover anymore. No matter how much I love her or am in love with her. And I'm sorry if Jess hates me and I'm sorry that she hurts. It was wrong of me to do that but it felt so true so real with Rosi and Rosi will always be in my heart because for the first time in my life I fell in love with someone...hard...She is my first love and she always will be..nothing..and no one will ever change that. I did wrong. My feelings took over my common sense. I knew that she was doing wrong and I did try to stop her but she kept pushing saying that she loves me and to just forget about it and stop thinking about it because it was her and i not her i and jess. And that's why I stopped because I hated being in the middle. I hate that. But what has been done I can't turn back time or take away the pain me and Jess and even Rosi feels. I just can't and I would do anything in the world to change it but I can't. And