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I didn't go to school today...oh well...I woke up at 6:45 a.m and we didn't leave the house until about 7:20 and I already knew I'd be late and I didn't want to get detention so we're all playing hookie. We went to breakfast. We meaning Alexis, Chris, and I. So now I'm just getting tabs and reading Stone Butch Blues. Cause I haven't had any time to ( Read more... )

Sitting here waiting...waiting for my baby girl, Ashley to call me although I know it won't be for anyother 4 hours. But either way I'm waiting...just waiting for her to call. I talked to her a little last night while I was at Open House. My girl, Amber; one of my friends since last year in cos, was talking to her for a little.

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I'm so hurt right now...I hate having tears in my eyes...I hate the feeling of loneliness...I'm listening to Over and Over By Nelly and It really does hurt. It hurts so bad. I wish I had someone to hold me. I have no one...

Ashley, she's too far away although I still have feelings for her and I always will

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been awhile. I'm in my new house. But my computer isn't set up yet. I'm at my dads house at the moment so that's why I'm updating my journal. My girlfriend, Christy dyed my hair blonde. It's hot. It brings out my eyes. ;-) We're good. I'm so happy I'm with her. Well gotta go ( Read more... )

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I can't win I'm either making someone cry or pissing them off. :-/. I hurt one and made another happy. I don't get it. I don't try to hurt anyone. But I do anyways. It's a part of life I guess. Since when someone doesn't like a person back that person is crushed. Don't get me wrong. I do like you. I just am not good with long distant relationships ( Read more... )

-Beautiful Wonders-

Okay so this morning I walked to my locker and I heard vickie so I looked at her and Christy was with her. Christy is a girl I asked to dance at the central/southern dance at the high school when i was in 9th grade and she was in 8th. She rejected me. She wasn't out of the closet yet so that's why. Well anyways, I met her for ( Read more... )

Well Rosi and I are just all emotioned up right now. She's still with her girlfriend and I told her that I'm not waiting anymore and that her and her girlfriend must really have something. I don't want her telling me that she wants to be with me if she's going to stay with her girlfriend. So we both agreed to: (17:40:42) Rosi: then lets wait till ( Read more... )

I bought the cd -Suit by: Nelly. There was this song on Ashley's voice mail and I couldn't find it and then she told me it's on nelly's cd so I went and got it. She said that songs for me. :'( *happy tear* last night we talked for like forever. Even though we're not together I still feel we are. Everytime that song comes on I think of her. ;-) That ( Read more... )