FrUsTrAtEd*LiKe*WhOa

[babygirl129]

so it's been snowing like whoa. it hasn't stopped since it started yesterday at like 10am. well, bro gary didn't let us out early til last pd. but only seniors that drove could go. and since i can't drive yet and the only 2 ppl that could drive me home, would surely kill us, i decided to wait. but then on the PA... they called my bus... turns out

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[amaelgreenleaf]

You bet I read this on occasion munk.

And you really shouldn't be frustrated. I'm the one who's frustrated because you're hurting over this...when I'm really not.

The situation is simple. And as I said, it's all summed up in the next 5 sentences. I'm strong, but have no will to talk to him. You say you're not [blah], but you HAVE the will. I will not pursue on the account that my motto as of now is...boys? What boys? The only thing you have to do is YES! Suck up is ur guts AND TALK TO HIM!!!

There will be no pain, because I'm not jealous. And if you are, you shouldn't be sweetie. You shouldn't be. I am no better than you are. Don't ever think ANYONE is better than you are.

[babygirl129]

i'm sorry for being an idiot over this. this is so stupid to me b/c yeah, it is hurting me... but still i still feel like there is no basis for this whole "crush" thing. but i would do something about it if i had the courage to put myself out there.

i wish i could "suck it up" and talk to him. i wish i didn't run away when i see him (not often). i wish i wouldn't be this way. i wish...

i do realize that we all have our own unique points and whatnot. i really do. but i just feel lower than most ppl. (you included). it's just the way it is...

HELP

[amaelgreenleaf]

I shall help you...it's my job to. :)

[babygirl129]

hehe let me know... bc it's been made clear to me that i need a lot of it? and fast? haha. yeah.