Wow there has been a lot since I wrote in here last...lol ( Read more... )

I hate what you can do to me ( Read more... )

I guess this is what I need to start facin...that every so often my emotions are goin to take over and I won't be able to help it. It's been alil more stronger then lately, prolly just b/c I'm thinkin bout summer and such. Sittin in Phil class was hard today...no joke, started cryin. That's almost pathetic in my book but when the subject was ( Read more... )

I got to take Jess to my hometown...sadly I think it wasn't at all fun for her but in the mean time I got to see a lot of people I haven't seen since summer and enjoyed it plenty. Sorry to her if it wasn't that great but when ya haven't talked to people in a year, that's our entertainment. Oh well, we went out a lot and made our round trips to ( Read more... )

I thought this weekend would be alil boring b/c there is really not a lot that goes on when it gets closer to school ending but I was quite wrong ( Read more... )

This thing that I forgot was sumthin you failed...got the answer to that riddle yet? This all was a TEST...you bombed it!

Susie and I always get into these long depth intense convos about life and how shitty it can be sometimes and it gets us going on this huge rampage of how stupid we can actually be. I don't understand how someone for SO many years can just...poof let us break apart and not give a damn! I don't GET IT! and the fact that I don't understand it makes ( Read more... )

Last night was incredible! I will not lie about that, and the weird thing about it was that my mind was actually with me instead of runnin off sum place else with all the issues that could have been runnin thru my mind. I liked that feeling, I wish I could do that more often ( Read more... )

The minute I reached SV my whole attitude changed...I'm not sure how to explain it but it was one of the best feelings that I can get. But, leaving my hometown almost makes me feel like I'm running away from things. I'm in one of those confused states and I don't like that at all. Am I known to run when things get alil difficult? Yes, I don't ( Read more... )

Spring Break has been fun and all but it's time to go back home. Meaning SVSU, where my life is...where everyone I know that cares for me is...fuck I just wanna pack n go! Being here did nothin for me and I think it gets even worse when I think about who is actually in this town along with me and...I hate my past put it that way ( Read more... )