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[babygirl_t_t]

this is a sad entry so it will be short and sweet...i had this gut feeling last night that something bad was gonna happen...because earlier that night my dad told me actually laid a guilt trip on me saying i should go see my grandma cause she is really sick..and that she is dying of cancer yeah like anyone told me that til last night uhhh lemme

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[miss_kateyxoo]

I know how you feel. My mom's family does that to me, they have since my dad died. It's like now they see me as only my dad and the mistakes he made. It's not right. But still, you WILL feel it I mean afterall she IS your grandmother and without her in part, you wouldn't be here! lol I say go to the wake and funeral (not like you have much choice anyway) and just make the best out of it. You'll be surprised to find that they'll actually be nice to you because you're all going thru the same thing. And if they're not, fuck them, how often do you hafta see them? Don't worry, everythin will be fine sooner or later. If you need anythin, let me know. Surprisingly, the worst part about the funeral isn't gonna be the wake or even the mass, it'll be at the cemetary. It sucks. Even people you don't care about all too much, it's still the worst part. But I love you!!

<3

[babygirl_t_t]

aww thank you...yeah i know it just all teh hurt gets in the way of the love...and i dont see them as much because i am always busy or they dont attempt to get ahold of me...but yea especially when there is snow on teh ground...thank you hun...so much...<3