hell i want to know what the hell is happen to my friends. they are losing their minds more than myself.

yeah i need to get my senior pictures..
how do you go about that anyways.
man im just too lazy
haha.
oh hell this time next year is going to be scary as hell.

how does it feel to have what you always said you wanted?
...
oh. it feels fucking great//
i appreciate what i have.
and im happy.

my birthday is coming up..
sweet

why am i so indecisive. i hate that really.
my chair is uncomfortable and broken..
i hate that too
probably more.

so i wrecked today ( Read more... )

so yesterday me and dustin went to the zoo and ate olive garden. yeah it was awesome. too bad we didnt have a camera to capture all the fun. im really trying to change and make things the way they should be. i know that i should cut down on parties and drinking.. its just hard because its what im use to doing. i've been out of the dating game for ( Read more... )

PLANS FOR TOMORROW:
GET TOTALLY FUCKING WASTED.
AND ACT A FOOL.

cause its been awhile.

picnic saturday. word. join us.

these last few days of school are going by so slowly. SPEEEEED UP DAMMIT. entertain & hang out with me.

gosh. im sick and i think its getting worse. i hate being sick. i miss alicia, heather, samantha, lindsex and basically just all my girls. ha. DAMMIT I WANT TO NOT BE SICK. i want to get a job. actually i think i may have a nanny job. mon - fri 9-2. but four kids? dont know if i can handle that i hope so. but then i have weekends and 2 isnt late at ( Read more... )

i think im missing the old days. i havent partied in such a long time.