Thanks to Jessica for making my journal super cool. Give a comment about what you think about it ( Read more... )

We are faced with totally new problems each day. We cant escape, they come alive and eat us up inside, make us insecure and incomplete. These fears wear us out and the scars left be hide are bigger then our doubts in mind, but we fit all of these monstrosities inside, were they don’t belong and once again we are let down, and that’s what it will ( Read more... )

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Yeah when people say that they are “done” with you…it kinda hurts, if u didnt know my mother said this to me today...but duh! she has been done with me ever since she knew that i wasnt as great as my sister and she knew i would never amount to her. Which i have always been "okay" with until today when everything hit me and before i like barly ( Read more... )

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Its amazing how much a person can think about doin so many bad things to themself in a matter of a few hours...funny how that relates to me today. i cant explain it but things got bad and people say things have to get worst before they get better in my case its not ture, things have gotten so bad and then to okay and now back to bad. "Why did god ( Read more... )

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you

I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I ( Read more... )

Just got home from the doctors and shopping! well the bad news comes first...ok the doctors was another horrible time but this time my MOM was in the room and yeah u can only think of how wrong it went lol i dont wanna talk about it though...sooo yeah n-e ways i went shoppin with my money! sooo yeah i got like 5 shrits and their all pretty! lol so ( Read more... )

Just got home for school...tgif!...yeah i hate school is sucks for the most part...right now i'm listening to my new pimpin switchfoot CD arynn made me and yeah waiting for my mommy to come home then i guess we are goin to some avon party..tomorrow is ebonis b-day party! its gunna be so fun..hehehehe and then on sunday i have to go to some GAY ( Read more... )