so im in the computer lab @ ccri right now waiting for 7:00 to come so I can go to class and I was reading over my entries from like 2 years ago and I'm even more depressed than what I have been lately.  I miss being happy and in love.  Now i'm lonely and depressed and I hate it.  Classes are over after tonight.  My last final is next Wed then I'm ( Read more... )

ok so its been months since I've written in this.  I know I tend to do that.  So summer is almost over and it sucks.  It was more or less a pretty good summer.  Went to the beach alot and got wicked tan.  Got drunk a few times.  I spent alottt of it with Andres which was both good and bad.  Things with us are idk not really going anywhere.  Working ( Read more... )

everyone go see The Da Vinci Code....now

its a really good movie...it makes you think...especially if you were brought up catholic...whether or not its fiction isnt the point...go see it

i hate this feeling

i would loveee to stop getting hurt

yeaa that would be great

so by 8:30 tonight my first year of college will be over.  as of tomorrow at this time I will be traveling home.  Holy shit I am going home.  I have such mixed emotions.  I am soo excited to go home and to see everyone.  But I am so sad to leave the few people I can actually stand out here.  I am going to be such a mess tonight.  Saying goodbye to ( Read more... )

sooo I go home on Thursday.  Classes were done on this past Tuesday, I just had one final, one tomorrow (friggen 7:40 on A SATURDAY) then one on Wed then I go home.  MY last day @ So-Oh is Tuesday.  God I can't believe its over.  I kind of want to come back next year but don't @ the same time...grand canyon on sunday with so-oh girls!! should be ( Read more... )

In computer class learning about Excel..fun stuff ( Read more... )

long time no update ( Read more... )

so Im back @ ASU and I dont want to be here. Even though I am looking forward to classes and being ack @ work, I just do not want to be here. Im hoping that my feelings will change and Im just going through a phase, but idk ( Read more... )

happy new year everyone! hope everyone had a fun nite. I was wasted so ( Read more... )