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here I go again....
why is it that everytime I think I have found the "special someone", I'm left with my being broken all over again. I just don't get it, am I just someone or somethings idea of a joke, because, if it is, I'M NOT LAUGHING!!!! yet somehow, I manage to keep going. A few days before my 30th birthday, I met this guy, he's name is Brett,he's 23(I'm not ( Read more... ) -
I hate the holidays
I don't know why i feel the way that I do right now ( Read more... ) -
origin....
When the earth was still flat ( Read more... ) -
dry your eyes(modified lyrics)
In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round ( Read more... ) -
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Listless, devoid of all emotion
frozen to the core
Like a glacier floating adrift
In frigid waters
A lost soul wandering
In the shadows
slowly dying
No longer wanting or caring
To seek refuge
From the cruelity of the world
around it.
Fading quitely away
While others turn a blind eye
To what is really going on
The universal broken heart
Piece by unnoticed piece
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somewhat faded memories....
as much as I like to try to forget events from the past, during this holiday season I can't help but remember. A year ago, I had someone to hold, someone I could call my own. I thought at tone point that I had the greatest gift in all the world. I was his princess, I was his 'baby girl'. in a short amount of time it all went to hell. "I Keep a ( Read more... ) -
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It has come to my attention that maybe, just maybe, that "special someone" that I'm looking for just can't be found. Either that, or maybe I am just too intimidating, and I scare them away.
I have now made a solem promise to myself,and that is
the next time I fall in love with someone
It's not going to me that will have to work at
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stop my heart from falling to pieces
how I wished I could find a way to stop my heart breaking and falling into a million little pieces.i'm so sick and tired of being alone, I'd like to be able to wake up with a nice warm body next to mine, but I don't see that happening in the future. The future i see before me is one of loneliness and solitude. unlike those that have found their " ( Read more... ) -
here I sit wondering
here i sit wondering where I went wrong In my, like bugs bunny "i should've made that right turn at Albuquerque." but i guess i did go left, instead of going right. because of all the wrong turns I've made in my life, I've gotten my heart sevearly broken, more times then I care to count. it's funny though, I should be use to having my heart broken ( Read more... ) -
yet another heartbreak
I hate this, why me!!! i should have said something sooner, then maybe things WOULD have been different. I'd would have been happy for once in my life, I'd have the person that hopefully is the one i'm meant to spend the rest of my life with. But i've let him slip right through my fingers like grains of sand. why do i feel like someone is playing ( Read more... )