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a great start to my 06/06/06
Have you ever gone to the beach late at night, and walked until there were no more lights? The only light you have is the dim glow of the stars, the cool reflection of the moon on the water, and the distant glow of streetlights behind you.... and then have you stopped to just listen to the water? There's a feeling of security and warmth as you ( Read more... ) -
A Real Update
Quit Sonic. Not sure what I'm going to do now. Brother's coming back for Memorial Day weekend, I'm leaving with him when he goes back to Texas.
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I'll run this race forever in hopes that you're waiting for me at the finish line
Kiss me too fiercely
Hold me too tight
I need help believing
You're with me tonight
My wildest dreams
Could not foresee
Lying beside you
With you wanting me
Just for this moment
As long as you're mine
I've lost all resistance
And crossed some borderline
And if it turns out
It's over too fast
I'll make ev'ry last moment last
As long as you're mine
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Absolute truth
Don't deny it. You only dealt with me because I was there. You who call yourself my "friend" are really nothing more than a pathological liar. Look at your life. Where am I? The bottom of the list. When you think of a "best friend" who do you think of? Chrissy? Ruthie? Becca? Kiersten? Emily? Exactly. Don't tell me that I'm your best ( Read more... ) -
makes me wanna slap yo mama..... I mean.... my mama
a homeless guy said I was beautiful today.
Erik described it as "organic."
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I'm broken on the floor, and this time I can't get up
I live in a false reality, a false sense of security surrounds me, I have false dreams, I carry a false smile.
I quit because I knew I would fail. I failed because I stopped trying. I stopped trying because I lost my motivation. My motivation wilted when you left.
I have 2 friends that I hang out with here. Erik. Emily. Why? Why can I not keep more ( Read more... ) -
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In case anyone wondered why I wasn't online yesterday, or at swing last night, I was in the hospital. I was/am really sick. Yesterday my mother took me to the doctor and they had to start an IV to re-hydrate me. It took the nurse sticking me 3 times before she hit a vein cuz I was so dehydrated. I spent a few hours in the hospital being ( Read more... ) -
I <3 you more
tonight I went to the landromat with Erik to wash my clothes. it was fun. it's amazing how Erik and I can go do the most random things.... things that would be boring on any normal day.... and we'll have the most awesome time.
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