1-4-3

Sep 15, 2015 07:56

Title: 1-4-3
Pairing: Xiumin/Lay
Side pairing(s): None
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2,901
Warnings: sex
Summary: Minseok wanted to believe that someone could love him back for who he was.

Author's Notes: For my beta D, thank you so much for your help <3<3<3 For prompter and readers, I hope you enjoy this ^^

Originally written for seokmonsters

Many people who knew Minseok always complimented him for his looks. He might have had a baby face but his body was definitely one that belonged to a man. He often reminded people of a younger brother that they wanted to protect him, but sometimes he was also like an older brother that others wanted to depend on.

People thought that Minseok had always been popular since he was young. They didn't know that young Minseok had had a hard time because of how he looked before.

Minseok was the type who gained weight easily and because he liked to eat, he had been overweight since he was a kid. People made fun of his body and he was rejected by the girl he liked because of the same reason. It hurt Minseok a lot and he never saw girls in the same way ever since.

After he tried his best to lose weight in high school, he couldn't believe how people began to treat him differently. They suddenly wanted to be his friend, he started got a lot of love confessions and some even got jealous of how he looked. Minseok never wanted to go back to what he went through before he lost weight so he tried he kept on working out and dieting, afraid that he might gain weight again and that people will distance themselves from him because of it.

Minseok even had a couple of relationships but that never worked out. His past lovers liked to brag to people of how beautiful Minseok was but they never truly treated him as a boyfriend. They were always there for the good times, but they weren't there when Minseok needed them the most.

Yixing was different. He was comfortable whenever Minseok was with him. Yixing knew when Minseok needed a friend’s touch, to be comforted, and when to offer moral support. Yixing could sense when the old memories was coming back to Minseok, the voice inside of Minseok's head telling him he wasn't perfect; that he didn't deserve to be loved by anyone.

Yixing was always there beside him and Minseok loved him. Minseok wanted to believe that someone could love him back for who he was.

***

Yixing was worried when Minseok threw himself on him seconds after Yixing opened the door for him.

"Minseok?"

Minseok hugged Yixing tight, hands clutching Yixing's shirt, pressing his cheek to Yixing's neck as he shut his eyes. Yixing inhaled, one hand rubbing Minseok's back up and down gently.

"Minseokkie, are you okay? What happened, hmm? Want to tell me about it?" Yixing coaxed.

Minseok pulled his head up at Yixing. Yixing looked back fondly with a smile, waiting for Minseok to answer him. Minseok parted his lips, leaning in to press his lips to Yixing's. "Do you love me?"

"Yeah, I do."

"Can you show me?"

"I think I've been doing it for the past months?" Yixing chuckled, running a hand over Minseok's hair.

"I know, I just-" Minseok gulped, "Can you show me...in bed? Like usual?"

Yixing leaned back a little, a displeased expression on his face.

"Please, Yixing. I...I need you. Do you really love me? My face, my body-everything-do you really love me or do you just pity me? I don't think that I deserve you, Yixing. You're so good to me it feels like I'm dreaming. Maybe this is all a dream, maybe-"

"Shhh...Minseok-ah." Yixing brought his hand to Minseok's cheek, "Stop, okay? Let's go to your room and let me show you."

Yixing was smiling as he undressed Minseok very slowly. He unbuttoned the dress shirt while peppering kisses on Minseok’s newly exposed skin. Yixing’s hand was gentle yet the grip on Minseok’s side was firm, making Minseok squirm under his touch.

Yixing reached Minseok's stomach and kissed his abs. He felt pleased feeling his boyfriend arch his back and letting out a small whimper, shutting his eyes.

"Yixing..."

"Hmm?" Yixing raised himself back up, looking down over Minseok’s body with an infuriating smile as his hands worked on Minseok’s belt and zipper. He pulled Minseok's pants off and parted his lips, "Oh, look at you. You're hard already, Minseok-ah..." Yixing’s hand was pressing on Minseok’s hard-on and causing him to moan.

Yixing bent down again to press kisses on Minseok's lips, slowly moving over to his neck, nipping a sensitive spot when one of Minseok's hands grabbed at his hair.

"Can't you see how beautiful you are, Minseok?" Yixing whispered.

"N-no. I'm not..." Minseok shook his head.

"But you are, Minseok. This fair skin of yours-" Yixing drew his finger down Minseok's chest. "Your abs-" Yixing’s finger made a circular pattern on Minseok's stomach. "And your thighs..." Yixing brought his hand down Minseok's thigh before he pushed one leg up, planting a peck on Minseok’s knee. While lavishing an open mouthed kiss on the thigh, Yixing’s free hand moved over to the other one. Minseok jerked as a hand brushed over his clothed member.

"My favorite part, though, is this." Yixing hovered back above Minseok, slipping his hand under Minseok's butt to squeeze it. Minseok parted his lips, eyelashes fluttering shut. "I would love to bite it and leave a mark here. Can I do it later?" Yixing whispered over Minseok's ear with a hoarse voice. Minseok felt his throat get dry imagining it. "I get so jealous when other men stare at it."

He flicked his hand on Minseok's nipple and Minseok whimpered, turning his head away and covered his face with a hand. "Yixing..."

"I love your body, Minseok. I think it's beautiful because you worked hard for it. I love your previous body, too. If only I had the chance to pinch your chubby cheeks... " Yixing chuckled, but  only for a few seconds because Minseok was staring at him with eyes full of hurt. "I'm serious, Minnie. I like you not because of your body or your face. I fell for you because you're a kind person. You helped me, letting me stay at your place even when we were not close with each other. You think of me like I'm your old friend and not everyone is willing to do that."

Minseok leaned into Yixing's hand on his cheek, smiling at the compliments given to him.

"I love it when you tell me about your worries, because it means that I'm special to you. You're there for me when I need someone and I want to be that someone when you need company, every single time." Yixing whispered the words. Tears were slowly gathering in his eyes as memories of Minseok who let himself to be controlled by his own thoughts flashed through his mind.

A crying Minseok, hugging himself as he balled his body on the bed as bad memories came back to him.

A screaming Minseok who was angry because Yixing forgot to tell him that he would be sleeping at the office and wouldn't going home.

A worried Minseok who took care of Yixing when he was sick, sleeping beside him and taking a day off as Minseok didn't want to leave Yixing alone.

A silent Minseok when he had too much thoughts inside his mind. Minseok would refuse to talk at first, finding comfort in Yixing embrace until he was ready to share his thoughts.

"Yixing?"

When Minseok told him that he didn't want to live anymore, tired of everything and especially the constant worrying about how others thought of him clouding his mind, how Minseok was afraid that people would hate him behind their smiles and kind words.

"Y-yixing...? Why are you-" Minseok was stopped by the pair of lips on his own. He tried to push Yixing away but Yixing only pressed harder and held Minseok's hands in place, deepening the kiss desperately.

"I love you, Minseok. My words or even my actions won't be enough to show you how important you are to me. It's not me who's helping you, it's you who help me by bringing happiness to my life. Let me cherish you tonight, let me cherish your body and let you know how beautiful you are."

Minseok bit his lips seeing the tears coming out of Yixing's eyes. He lifted his hand to wipe the tears, smiling up to him.

"Show me."

Minseok was going crazy, Yixing could tell. He told Yixing to be faster, that he needed him inside but Yixing didn't listen. Yixing carefully prepared Minseok's entrance, coaxing the lube on his hand and preparing Minseok in a pace that was frustrating with his two fingers.

He kept distracting Minseok with his mouth, kissing here and there, sucking on his nipple, nipping on his chest and neck, leaving marks all over his body. His eyes were burning with want but he held himself even if his own member was already leaking with precum.

"Yixing, please, please-" Minseok begged, wrapping his legs on Yixing's body to bring him down. "I need you, now, please."

"I don't want to hurt you." Yixing whispered.

"You won't hurt me, I'm ready." Minseok moaned, arching his back when Yixing added the third finger.

Yixing gulped hearing it and pulled his fingers out. "Okay, I'm going in." Yixing gave a last peck to Minseok's swollen lips. He was about to put on the condom but Minseok stopped him.

"Not tonight."

"Are you sure?"

Yixing licked his lips to Minseok's nod, he caressed Minseok's thigh, opening his legs and seeing the wet, twitching entrance of Minseok.

Minseok moaned when Yixing pressed the head of his cock against him. Yixing didn't stop, taking his time inch by inch until he was almost buried deep inside his lover. Yixing felt guilty seeing Minseok's tears and stopped his movements.

"D-don't stop." Minseok breathed out.

"But you're hurting."

"I'm fine. It will feel good in no time."

Yixing clenched his jaw, nodding at Minseok and continuing. He bend down to kiss Minseok, hands wandering on his body, his side, playing with his nipple and kissing him messily.

Yixing pulled out a little before thrusting in again, swallowing the moan Minseok produced. He repeated it a couple of times, each time adding more power, thrusting deeper and deeper. His hand moved in between their bodies to stroke Minseok's member, rubbing the slit with his thumb and smearing the precum over the length of Minseok’s cock.

"Y-yixing..."

"Are you okay? It feels good, right?"

"It's so good...I...I want to cum..." Minseok sobbed.

"Cum. Cum for me, it's okay." Yixing focused on moving his hand faster over Minseok’s cock and after a couple of strokes Minseok came over his hand and in between their stomachs. His entrance was hugging Yixing's member so tightly that Yixing needed to stop because he didn't want to keep ramming inside of Minseok and accidentally hurt him.

"I'm sorry..." Minseok sighed, hand reaching up to brush Yixing's damp bangs.

"It's okay. I want to make you feel good tonight."

"But you haven't come, Yixing."

"I will." Yixing smiled, brushing his nose to Minseok's cheek. "If you let me."

The second time was even better. Minseok whispered “Faster” and “Harder” to Yixing who obliged to his pleas. Yixing kept watching Minseok's expression, careful not to go too far and hurt Minseok. Minseok was so beautiful with his rosy cheeks and parted lips, his moans and the lewd squelching of their bodies was all he could hear.

Minseok bucked his hips and adjusted to Yixing's thrusts. Yixing kept thrusting into that bundle of nerves inside of Minseok, hands playing with Minseok’s nipples in addition to his movements. Minseok knew he would come again in no time.

"Aren't you close?" Minseok asked.

"Yeah."

"Come inside." Minseok pulled Yixing down by the nape and pressed opened mouth kisses on his lover’s mouth. "I want to feel you."

Yixing’s hips stuttered over the movement for a second and made Minseok open his eyes. Yixing smiled bashfully, licking his lips before continuing to move again. His hand wrapped around Minseok's member once more, stroking it in a messy pace as he was close to coming.

Minseok clenched, arms wrapping around Yixing's body, moaning when he felt Yixing cum inside of him.

Yixing groaned, his hips continuing to smack over Minseok's butt, hands gripping hard at his waist while he painted him white inside.

Minseok came again seconds after, breathing hard.

Yixing wanted to pull away but Minseok gasped, "No! Don't, just...stay. Just stay for a few more minutes, please?"

Yixing smiled, rubbing Minseok's cheek with his clean hand before switching their position, positioning Minseok above him.

Minseok peppered kisses around Yixing's face, grinning cutely and causing Yixing to laugh.

"Thank you." Minseok whispered.

"No, thank you." Yixing slowly shut his eyes as Minseok lovingly ran his hand through Yixing's hair. Yixing’s heart was beating fast and he could hear Minseok's also racing heart as their chests pressed together.

Minseok put his head on Yixing's chest, moving his hips a little to remind him that Yixing was still inside. Yixing let out a small sigh and Minseok chuckled. "I'm sorry if my request was weird."

"It's okay. Just don't move too much. I might get hard again..." Yixing whispered, his hand rubbing over Minseok's back while the other one rested over a butt cheek.

"I won't ask for another round, but it’s not fair that you came once while I-ahhhh!" Minseok looked up at Yixing who had a smirk on his lips. Yixing’s hand was squeezing Minseok’s butt and he was getting hard inside of him. Again.

"I'm sorry." Yixing whispered. "You think you can handle me for one more round?"

Minseok narrowed his eyes at Yixing but nodded after a few seconds.

"Yeah, let's go slow again this time."

***

Yixing groaned as something poked his cheek. He knew what it was as he heard a familiar chuckle.

"Minnie?"

"Morning, baby."

Yixing opened one eye, reaching for Minseok beside him and buried his face on Minseok's chest. "Morning."

Minseok smiled, kissing Yixing's head and moving his hand over Yixing's back. "Want to go out later?"

Yixing’s reply was muffled, causing Minseok to pull himself away and asking Yixing to repeat.

"No. I'll cook for you."

"But we have nothing left in the fridge though, right?"

"Then let's do our grocery shopping." Yixing whispered, eyes closing again.

"Can we bake a cake together?"

"Sure."

"Great. I have been craving for it since last week."

Yixing opened both eyes suddenly and he groaned at the light that attacked his eyes. "Minseok." he rubbed his eyes, covering it for a few seconds before slowly opening them again. "What did I tell you?"

"About what?" Minseok blinked.

"You don't have to worry about your weight. One piece of cake won't make you gain weight. You can eat anything as long as you exercise, Minnie."

Minseok frowned, "But Yixing-"

"No buts. You tell me what you feel like eating, anytime. You hear me? We will eat it as soon as possible if you're craving for anything. Don't think of what other have said about you, all that matters is that you're not hurting yourself. You're beautiful, listen to only me, okay? You're my beautiful Minseok and I don't give a shit about what others have said. Wait, no. Tell me if someone has said something about you or your body, I'll go to him or her and kick their asses."

Minseok parted his lips at Yixing who has suddenly raised his voice. Minseok snorted a second after, laughing hard at Yixing's serious yet sleepy face.

"Why are you laughing? Minseok-ah, I'm serious." Yixing tilted his head.

"I know, I know. I'm just...it's so rare to see you get worked up like this." Minseok grinned, rubbing Yixing arm.

"It's because I love you. I don't want the reason we had sex is because of someone who said things about you. I want us to have sex because we want to, not because I have to prove to you that I love you. It's only one of many ways for me to show my love to you, Minseok."

Minseok bit his lips, nodding to Yixing. "Thank you."

Yixing sighed, taking Minseok’s face to press a kiss on his lips. "I love you with all my heart, okay? Do you love me too?"

"I love you. I love you so much, Yixing. How can I not love you for being patient with me..."

Yixing pressed his lips to Minseok's, sighing with Minseok's hand grabbing at his hair. "Just think of me, okay? You said that when you think of me you'll forget all of your troubles." he murmured.

"Alright. I'll think of you my dear Xingie..."

Yixing chuckled, attacking Minseok's neck with kisses.

"Yixing, stop it!" Minseok laughed as he tried to push Yixing away from him.

Yixing moved his lips to Minseok's forehead for a peck before pulling himself up. "Come on. Let's get ready." He reached for Minseok, gathering him into his arms and bringing him bridal style to the bathroom. Meanwhile, Minseok was getting his revenge by kissing Yixing's neck.

"Stop it or I'll ask for another round." Yixing teased.

Minseok gasped. "I'm full of your love already from last night!"

Yixing replied with a grin and kissed Minseok's nose after he put him down. "I know, but I still have more love to give to you."

exo, au!, p:xiulay

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