I decided that I needed to write in my LJ cause it's been a while, when Pammy called me. And then after talking to her I realized, holy shit I really do need to update this damn journal of mine
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I have been having a lot of the SAME EXACT thoughts lately. I know EXACTLY what you mean... If anything college has made me more confused about my life, and I can actually see my friendships melting away. Yours included. Not emotionally, because we still love each other, but physically. Lets face it, if I never see you, it doesn't count for much and that is happening right now to my NYC friends and some other friends who won't be returning to rutland this year. It's like how my parents didnt keep any of their friends from when they were younger... I feel like thats slowly happening to me. But i don't want to lose everyone. I love everyone so much and I miss the way it used to be so much and am constantly tormented by the fact that it may never be that way again, ever. And so what am I working towards? Where am I going? What the hell am I doing? Urgh and this is the point where I too get to frustrated to continue...
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i'm proud of you baby.
loves you!
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