Diamonds on my neck neck diamonds on my grill.

[babygurls_tears]

okay. So I'm a little frustrated about this whole Milo crap.
Like we're not official so I don't know what to call him.
How do I explain that when people ask me about it?
Are you and Milo together? Well... we say I love you.
But no, he's not my boyfriend. We kiss and cuddle.
But no, he's not officially my boyfriend. I'm his Girl.
But, NO, I'm not

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[minolta]

hey have you told him this? tell him you want to be his girlfriend, you want to be HIS and you want him to be YOURS.

he needs to know. he probably doesn't understand. boys never understand, at least not right away.

I love you too, I really miss walking through the rain with you on random days.

[faultlines]

i agree wholly with soph
tell him exactly that,
that you want to have the titles,
that you want whatever, a more spoken commitment, whatever

i miss you some kind of crazy =)

[babygurls_tears]

Thanks guys. We have talked about it before and he thinks it's not the right time. Thats why he went with the just friends ultimatum but he can't keep to it. We want eachother too much to be just friends... it's like a burning passion for eachother, but not in a sexual way you know? I don't know how to explain it. It will work out I'm sure. I'm going to acknowledge him again sometime soon. When I get off grounding I guess. It's not a phone conversation you know? It's a in person look into my eyes so you can see how serious I am about this. I think it's the right time, I think he's just too scared from Taylor. Taylor screwed him up really badly, and now I have to pay the price for it... not only one, not twice, but three times. I just have to prove to him that I am different and that I wont hurt him. He said if he gets married, if he's ever divorced it wont be because he stopped loving her. I say if we date, we wont be breaking up because of me because I can't see myself falling out of love with him. I just can't. No matter how annoyed

[minolta]

I understand. like I've said so many times before (because it still applies) time will fix things, open new doors, and eventually show you the way. and so will God.

you totally know what you're doing so I don't really think you need advice from us. honestly :]

♥

[babygurls_tears]

No. I refuse. Ha ha ha. Ryan you're precious.
Friends with benefits to me is trashy.
Definately not what this is. NO real benefits.
I mean there are perks yes, but I'm not getting anything out of it.

[babygurls_tears]

ha ha ha I don't know if you saw, but I was grounded because of a stupid decision of going to watch a movie across the street at 1 in the morning with three boys. I just got off today... well I'll be off tomorrow. So maybe soon.

♥.