Feelings like this normally fade.

[babygurls_tears]

I've never been better without him, but never worse off either.

Okay so today in yearbook we're sitting around and a friend starts playing random music and the song bubbly comes on. Now I've heard it before a few times, but I never really listened to it. He started talking about how if a girl ever said something like this to him he'd want her

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[minolta]

I wish I knew. I wish I could, I'd take anything I can get. but I don't get anything.

er, sorry.

I want to see you sometime before summer starts! or maybe we should just plan on hanging out over the summer. I think I asked you, but I don't remember, what are you doing this summer?

[babygurls_tears]

You did lol. We do need to hang out soon. I wish I didn't know, because then when the feeling is gone I miss it more than anything in the world and it makes my stomach ache worse than cramps and a stomach virus put together... be thankful.

I think I'm busy for the first three weeks or so of june and then after that I'm free.

Call me to hang out sometime, I'll probably be grounded, but... it's worth a try.

♥.

[minolta]

unfortunately I'd rather be in your situation. at least you've experienced it. I'd like to be thankful that I haven't, but I just can't be. I want so badly to know. to feel it. you know? I'm so jealous :(

I'm going to be gone the first 2 1/2 weeks of june as well, so that's cool. I'll be gone the last 2 weeks of July, I'll be in Holland, so between then, WE'LL DO LOTS OF COOL THINGS TOGETHER.

I need to call you. I will call you. I'm getting better at using the phone more often. seriously I'm really bad at it :) ♥