I'm done. I swear it...

[babygurls_tears]

I just have to write about this because there is no one who would want to hear this or listen because it's all old news. It's all the same. I swear to God I don't know how to handle this. I'm done with him, I'm not getting back into a relationship with him. This goes along with a story

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[minolta]

I really, over the years, have grown to really hate this Milo kid. through your stories, of corse, but still. he's such a jerk. that doesn't mean you guys can't have anything, but you need to put him in his place. he can't be such an egotistical prick all the time, feeding off your insecurities. that's how abusive husbands are made.

I worry about you, like I worry about myself :(

[babygurls_tears]

Abusive? Milo.... bahahaha. The point of this blog is that it was almost a 180 since the last time I saw him, infact it really was completely different. That he's starting his shaping up cycle, and he's probably going to want to start getting back into a relationship, and as much as I still love him, I don't think I can handle it again, and I don't want to. He's harmless honestly, it's me thats a harm to myself. lol.

Dont worry. I'm great.

I love you.

[minolta]

well I definitely don't mean physically abusive, but this whole thing you guys have gone through is the kind of thing that would tear me to pieces, emotionally. I'm glad you've made a decision though, I don't think he deserves you if he can't love you 100% of the time, every moment he's alive. seriously babe, you're worth so much more than that, and you have so much to offer someone that, well, I just don't see Milo appreciating it, I guess.

but I'm glad you're great.

I'm moving in a couple months. to Chicago. before I move, I really think we should just get coffee or something one last time. you know. for old times sake? I get the feeling that once I move, it's going to be almost impossible to keep up any threads of any remaining friendships I have here in georgia. not that I want to lose your friendship, I just think that's the way things are.

promise me we'll at least stay in touch every once in a while, though! I love you, you're amazing :D ♥

[babygurls_tears]

I can't believe you're moving. When was this decided???

♥l;.