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[babyimbadnews17]

now i understand that song,
"because it doesn't remind me of anything!"

there are so many things that make me ill now.

skinny girls with freckled shoulders
certain laughs
hollister hoodies
ben and jerrys
olive garden
roxy bathing suits
two lane roads
speeding
louisiana
people born in baton rouge
"car crash"
psychopharmacology, half of the time.
hinder "im

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[pretty_fool]

For some reason, I was thinking about the butt sex thing the other day. Haha. I had completely forgotten about it! Those were good times.

I still look at every Jeep that drives by, hoping it's his.
Every time I eat, or don't work out I hear "You're fat!"
I watch that video of Taylor falling, just so I can hear his laugh.

I drove by his house today, and his mom happened to be outside. I played with Lucky, and couldn't help looking at his window, waiting for him to come outside. Ronda is still so upset. I don't know what to tell her, or anyone.

Make sure you hold on to what you've got left. Hold on to the memories, the pictures. It's enough to get us through, till we see them again.
<3

[babyimbadnews17]

yea i don't know WHAT made me think of it, i just had this sudden flashback the other day of being in the drivethru and him yelling that and just laughing uncontrollably.

yea. i just tend to think about it in the temporary sense, one day at a time. like that i don't get to see emily when i go home for thanksgiving. not that i don't get to ever see her again. because thinking in those terms is too much.

i've been going to the gym and i do those lunges with weights in hand, haha, every time it reminds me of that time we were at the gym, the last time i ever saw him, and he was bitching about lunges.