we've had this project for like, the entire semester.

what we need to have tomorrow morning to present is.....

each persons individual observation numero uno.

a write up of our group observation two.

a write up of our group observation three.

each persons data from observation three.

each persons summary from observation three.

lets see. i told jordan and ( Read more... )

how the FUCK does this always happen?

I never want what I'm getting,
I always want to be where I'm not.

I am nothing like my hero.
He kept running and running,
constant motion,
escapism,
break through the space time continuum and
find your infinity.

find it in the ever present now,
or find it in the inevitability of death.

I haven't found mine yet.

All high ( Read more... )

cross-dress was last night.

it was amazingly fun.

of course, i got belligerent and wasted,

and by the time matt showed, i was toasted.

he left without me,

and i know my texts will go unanswered.

i do this to myself,

i do this to myself.

Things have been so odd the past week or so.

I've gotten over the whole incident. Some of us are friends again, but its not the same. I'm on the outside looking in.

"im looking through you, where did you go?"

Some of us will never be friends again.

She texts me to ask to explain, but its too far gone,
I feel like it'd just be a stupid exercise in ( Read more... )

eric sorenson.

i was in your bedroom a week ago, you sat across the room from me in psychology every tuesday and thursday. that time at LX, when i hit you? hahaha. I thought you were cute.

RC.
we met just over a week ago. we drank milkshakes together, we shot guns together. you put yr hands on mine as you showed how to grip the .45. i told stephen ( Read more... )

it just keeps getting worse.
every time i think i finally found out the worst of it,
another time bomb goes off.

none of it was fucking true.

they knew all along

they lied about it all!

they lied about it ALL.

none of that sisterhood shit was true, all the time they said they weren't like the rest of them
and i believed them,
and i looked up to them,
i ( Read more... )

i am ( Read more... )

2:22
and i cant sleep!

i am too excited about colorado.

i think i'll busy myself with a nice body detox and
lots of homework.

nah, none of that fasting stuff.
just lots of green tea, even more water, cut out meat for a week or so, go buy some V8... you know. keep up the exercising and fruits and veggies.

blah, blah.

in three weeks, i will be sleeping (or ( Read more... )

i should've known it was far too good to be true.

there we go.

i'm hoping this works out somehow,

but i have serious doubts.

I think the most painful thing of all is not that I lost them as friends,
but realizing in the process that it must not have meant much to begin with.

You cannot ignore someone if they
never try to talk to you.

No one knows yr mad at them
if they never look yr way.

I seriously cannot believe that
none of them have tried to talk to me in
three entire ( Read more... )