where did i go? no worries i'm right here
I haven't posted in this thing, since last year. I've got a lot to catch up on and get off my chest. So i've decided to get back into blogging. Because as much as last summer was INSANE i love going back and reading everything that i went through. it gives me horrid stomach pains though.
alright, so my last day of school of my junior year is this thursday. i'll be a senior after that point. now i have no idea where in the hell highschool went because it really seems like it just started. and i honestly thought everyone was crazy for telling me that it'd go by fast. they were right. it does go by fast. i've changed so much, and done so many things through out the past three years. i've made so many friends, and lost so many too.
i've made some of the most amazing friends, from the all time low - hustler club. i joined in january and i've had so much fun since. even with the little tid bits of drama, the people their are truly amazing and REAL. a little something i'm not used to.
i don't talk to hardly anyone more, because i went through another huge change as soon as the snow started to fall. all time low became my favorite band, and i don't know why it happens this way, or why i let it. but i make friends because of the music i listen to. as shallow as that sounds it's true. it's not like i don't talk to other people, but its hard for me to havea conversation with someone that doesn't share the same interests as me. and i honestly miss how everything was. i miss all of my old friends. even if i was miserable as fuck last summer, i miss it.
julianne and i don't talk anymore. and that is legit. never thought i could say that and be honest. but we don't. i'm so not over her. but she's over me so i have to make myself. two years of this shit and it has to end. i miss her a lot. i'm not going to lie anymore about it. i have to make myself not text her :(g
i've been getting out more i guess.
i don't know. i'm just ready for summer and for shows
and for relax
i want things to go back to normal
i miss you tori and laura :(
i don't talk to drew / seth anymore
he didn't come to my prom, nor has he been around so i've finally given up (:
anyways, that's about it for now
seeeeeeeeee ya'll around
alright, so my last day of school of my junior year is this thursday. i'll be a senior after that point. now i have no idea where in the hell highschool went because it really seems like it just started. and i honestly thought everyone was crazy for telling me that it'd go by fast. they were right. it does go by fast. i've changed so much, and done so many things through out the past three years. i've made so many friends, and lost so many too.
i've made some of the most amazing friends, from the all time low - hustler club. i joined in january and i've had so much fun since. even with the little tid bits of drama, the people their are truly amazing and REAL. a little something i'm not used to.
i don't talk to hardly anyone more, because i went through another huge change as soon as the snow started to fall. all time low became my favorite band, and i don't know why it happens this way, or why i let it. but i make friends because of the music i listen to. as shallow as that sounds it's true. it's not like i don't talk to other people, but its hard for me to havea conversation with someone that doesn't share the same interests as me. and i honestly miss how everything was. i miss all of my old friends. even if i was miserable as fuck last summer, i miss it.
julianne and i don't talk anymore. and that is legit. never thought i could say that and be honest. but we don't. i'm so not over her. but she's over me so i have to make myself. two years of this shit and it has to end. i miss her a lot. i'm not going to lie anymore about it. i have to make myself not text her :(g
i've been getting out more i guess.
i don't know. i'm just ready for summer and for shows
and for relax
i want things to go back to normal
i miss you tori and laura :(
i don't talk to drew / seth anymore
he didn't come to my prom, nor has he been around so i've finally given up (:
anyways, that's about it for now
seeeeeeeeee ya'll around