Well everything is still about the same in my life. Nothing has changed I just have a little bit of a new apect. I feel that I hold on to too much stuff in my life. Like grudges against people and I harbor a lot of animosity. I feel that if I let these things go then maybe I can welcome some positive things or people in my life then maybe I will be ( Read more... )

I'm going through this thing in my life right now where I don't know where I will be in like 2 years let alone 10 and for some reason I feel extremely lonely. I can't seem to knock this feeling for nothing in the world. One minute I'm fine and nothings wrong and the next minute I realize that I really don't have anyone of the opposite sex to share ( Read more... )

First best friend: Rachel Hill ( Read more... )

Well this past month has just flown by and I am somewhat grateful but on somethings I feel that I needed more time on. I finally sort of expressed how I felt to Chops but I'm still not sure how he feels about me and I don't want to put myself out there and he ends up hurting my feelings. I know that I told Vetta that I would cry if he did but once ( Read more... )

Well I didn't get a chance to holla at my girl Britt this weekend so I thinkshe is mad at me. And I finally bought a cellphone which is pretty cool I just hope that I ca keep up with the bills. I called Britt to giv her the number but she wasn't at Gentri's and she didn't call me back wgich makes me think that she is really mad at me. I've been ( Read more... )

I am so fucking tired of being alone that it is ridiclous. My girl man back in town so now it's back to same old same old her not really calling me and me not calling her cuz she not calling me lol. Now that is some shit. Oh well. God is still letting mu crazy self wake up in the morning so i guess that i can't complain but I can syathis that at ( Read more... )

I don't know if I ca ntake a whole year in this damn room with her. he be on some fucked up like saying crazy stuff like "go to hell" and "i hope you die" something must be wrong with her because that fucked up shit is far from funny and no matter how many times I tell her that fucked up shit is not funny she act like she don't give a damn about ( Read more... )

well isn't this some bullshit. First I can't really concentrate on my homework cuz I just can't and then I have this guy running through my head like all the time now for the last two days. To make it so bad I think that he thinks that I am annoying or he knows that I like him and doesn't want to lead me on. He's been stopping bY our room for the ( Read more... )

I can't believe that I am in college. This feels weird some days and others it feels right. Vetta hasn't really slept since we've been here and I am starting to worry about her. I told her that I would do the rest of the weeks activities with her because I am not a people person and I can stay in the room all day and it won't really bother me but ( Read more... )

Well it's like this, Vetta has been driving me crazy lately and some days I don't know if our friendship could last us living together. AND other days I can't see us not being friends but then she does something to annoy me once agian and I swear when I tell her that she' s ticking me off she laughs like it's funny when it really isn't I think that ( Read more... )