whoa. i talked to josh last night..i hadn't talked to him since february. aww i missed him so much. his mom told me he moved out but he said he jus stayed w/ adam all the time - he never really moved out! haha. we talked from like 10 all the way until 1:30. we were jus catching up on a lot of things. he's still sweet as ever. lol. i dont understand ( Read more... )

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**SEE COLE...* =/


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my life totally sucksss. to start things off, cole isn't talking to me. and to make things worse, i get a letter in the mail saying i wont recieve any credits this year due to my absenses (in other words, im failing)..lol. thats funny..seriously. but it pisses me off more than anything. and bleh - i jus dunno what to do anymore. mom is all mad at ( Read more... )

wtf. i get online - read coles away message and it says how he might be going to jail b/c of the whole thing that happened at prom =/ WTF. i swear to god..nothing can get worse. i wanna cry - but im not gonna..im tired of cole always havin to see meh cry & shit. its jus iunno..its the only way i know how to handle shit. how come everyone i know is ( Read more... )

i dont have that much time. i have LOTS to do. i have to write whit a letter..which ive been "doing" for the past week =/ im bad. lol. and i also have to finish writing cole <3 his is ALMOST done, but everytime I go to finish, more things keep comin to my head that I needa add. Here's a random thought..Derek makes meh incredibly happy even though ( Read more... )

i don't have much time. i gotta leave to go w/ mom in like 10 minutes. so i'll try. i promise to get the details about morgan and everything that happened tonight. i'll pre-type it then just copy and paste it. speaking of her, she wrote me a letter..=/ im not exactly sure what to think of it? i'm tired of being the one to always get walked all over ( Read more... )

yea dis be cole if ya dont already know lol...:p yea like ya heard from her my babi i got in a fight but hell i wanted to. i havent been in a fight in forever adn those to fucks deserved it for accuse'n me for stupid shit like that...and plus i was drunk at the time i didnt care..and my babi knows i wouldnt do nothin to her like that:P i love you ( Read more... )

so, cole went to the prom saturday night. blah..he got in a fight b/c someone accused him of stealing money =/ fucking idiots..i swear to god. and he got drunk..=| im mad at him cuz of that..lol. nah i cant be mad at him. i love him soo much. you guys jus dont understand ( Read more... )