Today's 4:20. For all you ignorant ppl who dont know what that is..**National Weed Smoking Day** ha. Already smoked a lil..I had muh shyt packed and ready =D ha. Man, I didn't go to sleep till like 11:30. I got an "unexpected" text message from Dan.He wanted me to call him, so he did. We jus talked about stuff. He was tellin meh how he hadn't ( Read more... )

well, i think he's gotten what he wants. im out of his life..i guess it was for the best. it's gonna take forever to get over him b/c i loved him a lot..and i still do :( It's jus I can't stand to sit here and watch him move onto other girls like it's nothing. I will miss him more than anything..but I don't think the feeling is mutual. Why would he ( Read more... )

i wish i wish i wish. what do i wish for right now? to close my eyes and never wake up? yup. i know that may be a little deep..but it's the truth. so, he tells me to call him..right? i do just that..and he ignores me. nope, he doesn't answer. as a matter of fact, no one answered. i seriously give up. so, here's the convo that kelly had with hannah ( Read more... )

omg what a N I G H T. never letting THAT happen again. Right when I get Mom to start "trusting" me again..I screw her over. She lets me go to Morgan's, right? Well, Shane calls over Morgan's about 11. He's not even SUPPOSED to be driving b/c of his accident a couple weeks ago. But he said he was madd bored and wanted to jus go driving and he wanted ( Read more... )

today's saturday. yesterday was my little brother's 2nd birthday. happy bday brandon <33 also happy sweet 16 to lindsey! love you girl & hope it's the best ever. not doing much of anything today..talked to cole for about an hour and a half last night and then i've been talkin to him since like 8:30 this morning. i swear like no one wants us ( Read more... )

blah. i freaking hate living here. i seriously do..billy gets on my nerves. he thinks he has like complete control over me or something. well, he doesnt - never has & never will. so, chris asked me back out yesterday. i ignored the question b/c i dont want to answer it. i dont wanna hurt his feelings..but i dont wanna be w/ nobody else except for ( Read more... )

no school for me today. mom said she forgot all about my appointment at the doctors today. kind of like a physical..but a well-visit checkup thing. its at 10:30 which is kinda in the middle of the day & it's hard for mom to leave work early to come and pick me up from school. I probably wont get out of there until 12:30-1. It's all the way at ( Read more... )

OMG guys..::MIRACLE ALERT::

I ACTUALLY DID MY GEOMETRY HOMEWORK =] ASHLEY AND DEREK..YOU GUYS SHOULD BE PROUD OF MEH <3 [whitney..do yours so we can double surprise her tomorrow..and nah im not staying after..are you?!]

HA! had to fill you guys in on that one ;]

omg today s u c k e d with a capital S. i swear my days jus keep getting worse and worse. those thoughts of not wanting to be here keep returning to my head and i don't know how to make them go away. maybe it's trying to send meh a sign..heck - i dunno. so yeah..to kick things off..i DIDNT wanna get out of the bed this morning so I was already in a ( Read more... )

so mom comes up with this BS again..telling meh how I need to start focusing in school. She says this is muh last 9 weeks and I HAVE to start buckling down. Psh. I buckle enough. Im sick of school. So..she took away my computer privelages or whatever..HAHA. It's funny..b/c all I have to do is tell her I'm getting on for school and she almost HAS to ( Read more... )