Comments | babyruth44: everything's moving in a blur around me and I just can't seem to catch up no matter how hard I try

babyruth44

everything's moving in a blur around me and I just can't seem to catch up no matter how hard I try

Sep 27, 2006 22:48

I feel like I'm in a neverending cycle of life, but not a good life cycle, a stressful one. All I can think about is getting through my math test tomorrow morning and then after that I'm thinking about getting through this quarter, and then my college applications, then the semester, then actually getting accepted, then through the year...it's ( Read more... )

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fashion_nono1 September 28 2006, 06:06:57 UTC

hey ruth you know one thing you dont have to worry about?! getting accepted into your dream school. you know why?! because you are amazing and everyone will love what they read about you on paper and how you are in person. i know you are stressed and i wish there was something i could do to help. i know that im not a dance class, but i dont know..we could dance around your room to some ben folds and scream FUUUCCKKK at the right moment. or we could hit things like celery sticks or peeled bananas with baseball bats. uhm im sorry youre upset and i think the whole group is out of sorts because right now everything is crazy and i just wish all this stress could be washed out of your system because stress sucks. oh, how about lists? making lists helps...ok ok im done...be happy, life is good. and just think, if you didnt have so much going for you you wouldnt have to deal with close to half of this stuff. youd be out smoking pot and failing classes, instead you care about your academics and your future. and itll be worth the stress in the ( ... )

babyruth44 September 28 2006, 06:17:56 UTC

thanks for that, and I guess being stressed is better than smoking pot, wait what am I saying, pot is way much better. just kidding. anyways, ok you and me, friday after school we're going to dance around somewhere with music pumped up and we'll scream or sing, or whatever, it will be amazing. love you

fashion_nono1 September 28 2006, 06:22:24 UTC

yeah i know youre not kidding, haha. maybe we can throw pie too? or maybe we can go to the roof of the airport parking garage and belt out lyrics to wonderful as we watch people disappear into the clouds. or something.

starlightdrops September 28 2006, 06:14:05 UTC

I LOVE YOU RUTH!

I hope things get better and I hope you know how amazing and wonderful you are, and that college will work out and dance will work out and life will work out. And like I said, I love and miss you lots.

babyruth44 September 28 2006, 06:16:11 UTC

hey how r u? I feel like it's been forever since I've seen you are even talked to you? So how's college life treating you? r u having the best time of your life? is college really all it's cracked up to be? and I miss you too.

starlightdrops September 28 2006, 10:00:06 UTC

It's been over a month! But I have less than three months until I come home, so it's not so bad. We're more than 1/4 of the way there. College is wonderful, I love it, but it's tons of work and I miss Portland all the time. But I'm super glad to be here, and it's definitely worth it. I love you!

pidgeman September 28 2006, 07:16:54 UTC

just dance. nothing else.

owq_awc September 28 2006, 14:46:30 UTC

i hate stress. im dealing with boredom from time to time and a bit of stress mixed in, but i won't even pretend to know what you are dealing with right now. just know that for however overstressed you are, you are doin' just fine. and, that math that you are so worried about? i cant say don't be worried, cuz the worry is probably keeping you on top of it, but don't doubt that it'll all work out, cuz if there is anyone with the will to overcome having a shitty teacher, its you.

and thank god there is one good thing in your life (im sure if you really tried, you could find a few more). sounds like its a bit disproportionate to the stress, but dont be afraid to let the good things in life be all that they can be and they will surely help you out in whatever way they can.

owq_awc September 28 2006, 20:04:06 UTC

i want to belt out songs ontop of a roof. and, well, i think there's another patry friday night. but i'll get back to you on that one...

-elise

You should read my last entry... amaphinerson303 September 29 2006, 04:27:12 UTC

ROOT! I feel your pain! I can't take it. There's just so much going on right now! Ha. They say senior year should be easy. Psh. Yeah right. Anyway, I'm scared about that calc test. Oie! I should be doing my boast right now and my entire bio packet! URGH! Welp, as the bumper sticker says, "SHIT HAPPENS!" Hahaha!