havn't updated lately, not much is going on just the same old same old; school,friends,&weekends. i love my weekends. all right well hm.. nothing to say once again, i'll get back into the updating spirit one of these days.

last week was the longest week ever with exams thrown on top ( Read more... )

will this sad depressed alone feeling ever go away? will i ever be able to go one day without feeling sick to my stomache? will i ever be able to wake up in the morning and just be happy? as of right now it feels like that true happiness will never come again. i'm constantly on the verge of tears and i'm so fucking scared all the time. the people ( Read more... )

the first day back was horrible; everything was so fucking different.. nobody seemed the same everyone just walked through the halls all depressed. 1st & 4th period me & byrnie cried, then 2nd on the news they had a pic of my angel and i just put my head down n balled. then going to 3d i saw baybay n he gave me a hug n asked if i was allright n ( Read more... )

i miss his smell, i miss his hugs, i miss his hair, i miss his laugh, i miss popping his knuckles, i miss his lotion, i miss first period, i miss his jokes, i miss seeing his little cute self, i miss telling him everything, i miss his attitude, i miss his outfits, i miss his smile & golds, i miss doing his work, i miss tickling his hands & ( Read more... )

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HaPPy BiRThDAy KRiSTiN!!

wow so today was freezing; like 35 degrees bitches, yeh coollddd! i hope tomorrow isn't so bad, this is florida people. all right tomorrow && friday need to go by fast.. really fast! ahh i can't wait.

2days till break && party!
7days till my hair!!
10days till christmas!!!

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friday night had a b-ball game we won, then we all came home n got ready && devon, charles, n chris picked us up. we just went riding around n went to cheese's house, but aww i missed them ! then saturday me steph n jenn went to sweet tomamtoes & to the mall for the day.. then we just chilled all night at jenn's. sunday we woke up n went to kirstin ( Read more... )

friday after school me & stephanie went with monique to get her hair done, then we picked up lonnie & got that then we went to baybay's for a little, haha. then we went to get the room & we all met at my house to get ready. around 8:30 moni picked us back up n we went to the hotel. some people were already there, && other people showed up later. i ( Read more... )

i love my friends; i can count on every single one of them, there is always someone who can relate to exactly how i'm feeling. i know things don't last & people change but i really, truly, (hopefully) want us to last atleast through highschool until we have to go our seperate ways. love you girls!

kirstin _ k0f0`giirl
leah-bia _ leah
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